are any of my friends crafty?
one of my friends who i work with called me this morning to tell me that she wasn't coming into work. she said that her boyfriend of two years who is currently out of state building a house, broke up with her over the phone last night. they fucking live together. they were shopping for rings. she was so upset. he isn't supposed to be back for a couple of weeks, so she has to be in their house with all of his shit as a constant reminder.
this all made me sick to my stomach. i totally internalized it and instantly started with the "what if's". the unknown is really hard for me. i have a hard time just being happy because i'm constantly worried about what could go wrong. waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me.
i need to get out more.
i need more attention.
i need... i mean want a cigarette.
i need lots and lots of ♥
one of my friends who i work with called me this morning to tell me that she wasn't coming into work. she said that her boyfriend of two years who is currently out of state building a house, broke up with her over the phone last night. they fucking live together. they were shopping for rings. she was so upset. he isn't supposed to be back for a couple of weeks, so she has to be in their house with all of his shit as a constant reminder.
this all made me sick to my stomach. i totally internalized it and instantly started with the "what if's". the unknown is really hard for me. i have a hard time just being happy because i'm constantly worried about what could go wrong. waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me.
i need to get out more.
i need more attention.
i need... i mean want a cigarette.
i need lots and lots of ♥
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I wish I was out now but my head is like a vise and I can't risk a cold but I don't want to be here. Sod the what if's think about the what should I's instead because at least you can do something about them.
If you wants lots and lots of pipes then go to the tobacconists.