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jupitersunrise

Woodstock, NH

Member Since 2005

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Tuesday Mar 29, 2005

Mar 29, 2005
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I don't know what to write in here anymore.

I am so lost in myself right now and I don't know where to begin to dig myself out. I have become lost in someone who confuses me to no end. I got rid of him once - told him I couldn't talk to him anymore to save my own sanity - but he came back. "am I supposed to not talk to you again forever?" exact quote. how do i say no to that?

somewhere along the way, I have forgotten how to protect myself, how to protect my heart. when i like someone, i give myself away without even thinking. i trust until i am given a reason not to trust.

it's all just a game, anyway. i win when i find the person who falls into me as quickly and intensely as i do into him.

how can i be so smart and yet so dumb at the same time?
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fredfarnance:
In matters of emotion it is very very easy to be "dumb"
emotion is about as far away from rational as you can get, therfore the intelligent part of you is unable to reach over and smack emotion in the skull.
All it can do is scream "What the fuck are you doing"
Sadly emoion is oftentimes deaf as well as blind.
Mar 30, 2005
merkaba72:
In this pic...... I see............... Hard, Sweaty, lustful, animal sex.

What do YOU see?

PLUR
Mar 30, 2005

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