Hey, @missy @rambo
Although I think that we need to pass through most of the hard things of youth, I would love to give my younger self a little advice
1- stop struggling with things you can’t change: I used my head most of the time to think about things that make me sad in the world. And I felt so awful about it, it was like I was making me feel bad in purpose, I couldn’t help it
2- be proud: you can and need to feel good things about yourself, is not normal just to feel okay when you’re thinking about having another life, another name, face, body. You gotta deal with what you’ve got in a softer way.
3- worry about enjoying yourself: you don’t need to be afraid, you can fit into the crowd and you can find a way to talk to people. No one is better than you because they can go to more parties, but it wouldn’t hurt having a little more fun.
4- your hatred needs to be managed: you used to think that being a tough person would be best for you, so you started to give room for all the hate you could find. That’s not true. You gotta find some space to love without reasons again, because loving it may cure it, but not hating.
That’s it! Hope you like it!
Xx