judyisapunk

I've been reading this semi terrible horror novel online. It's stupid, and great at the same time. I suggest anyone with too much free time like I have read it. JohndiesattheEnd

In other news I feel like my insides are rejecting anyhting I put in them. It's weird, very weird. and It sucks. I blame starbucks cause I had starbucks coffee for the first time in years last night.

and in other other news I'm going to become a boxer (sort of). I'm getting a boxing trainer. I want her to woop my flabby ass into shape. I have a shape, round is a shape. Haha, but I want a new one. This one just isn't working for me anymore.

one other hting, you might not care about but writing it will help me work it out in my head. So my ex, and my best friend from HS has been calling me for the past few weeks and we've been trying to get together to catch up and just hang out. and for the past few weeks either he has cancelled or I have cancelled. A few times i cancelled because I got called into work. He cancelled cause he said he was helping his mom move. It could have been an excuse I don't know. And I guess it doesn't matter. The point is I want to see him because I've missed him the last few months and I want to catch up. The thing is this is one of those people who is like a drug for me. I have mixed feelings for him and always have and I'm afraid it will be strange to see him. Part of me wants to see him to be sure those mixed feelings are gone, and part of me wants them to still be there. It's vague and strange and I really don't even want a response I just wanted to get it out. So anyway, long story short, we're having dinner on satureday evening. MAybe I'll keep you posted, maybe not.
You'll just have to tune in to find out.