judyisapunk

Well I prayed to the job gods and apparently they listened. I start in two weeks at my new, higher paying, full time with benefits, real world job. Major perk #2 of this one... weekends off. I'm psyched.

Other than that life is baize. I'd like to add a litte red, some blue, maybe some purple. But for now it's baize. and I've realized that...
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Oh Lord won't you find me a fancy new job
my friends all work retail
and it sucks a nut
worked hard the last few years
no help from my friends (not true, but I can't think of a better line)
So lord won't you find me a high paying job?

Seriously I'm broke and bored. Where's jebus when you need him?

I feel all used up


it's jard to dream when the color is broken
faded to black
the picture just isn't too clear anymore
the faces i knew are ghosts
i don't recignize the woman at the mirror
she said her name was
me

I worked all bloody weekend, and the killer is I'm off on a monday.
I'm with Garfield on this one kids, mondays are for suckas.
But I got a sweet new coat and the new spring trend, that H&M is calling preppy/riviera is so mod squad it's too hip for words. I'm in love. So the extra hours and ass kissing at work is worth...
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A disclaimer:
to anyone who is worried about me for reasons I can probably guess, or if you thought anyhting tragic due to past journal entries, I want to assure you I am fine but I appretiate the concern and caring. I was just being a bit emo, and stepping outside myself or at least trying to. I didn't realize who and how many people...
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somthing stiring, not fully me, but in me
making it impossible to close damp eyes
I lost somthing i needed I think
but who can be sure
I want so much to be whole
to feel competely complete
I settle for hunger because it is a pain I can feel completel
and it takes over
control is a glass of water out of reach from...
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it's easy to confuse spring when days are long and the sun wakes you before you're ready. but it's still to cold to thaw completely. and whatever little melts during the day, under the sunshine and over the frozen ground, turns to sheets of ice at night under the thick moon and clouds.

I'm just tired of this life.
what do I know of any...
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So i just sent a resume in for a potential new job. Cross your fingers for me would ya, I need this bad. I'm sick of retail and part time and not enough money and I really want to move to monclair.
In other news I think I'm going to join a gym. I feel like I'm getting fatish again. It might be all in...
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I like brunettes
and the rain
when hair is wet like leather
shineing and calm
sweet
like tomorrows that never came
and I wonder where I would have been if they had
but then I looked out over the dirt snow banks
and it was almost noon
the sun came out
and brown threatened to turn blue

www.se7enmagazine.org

Check this out, it'll be up the 20th.

I'm happy. How bout that.

ok seriously, who wants to shoot a set for me? I look better than I have in any of my other sets cause I've lost 35lbs. So who wants the pleasure?

in other news, I'm going to start training to become a visual mechandiser for H&M. I like the idea of making awsome money dressing manaquins. Besides I always was a visual thinker, I might...
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I'm published!!!!! I am officially a writer for a new online mag. I'll put the ink up when they give me the exact adress next week so can all read my articals. I'm sooooo super excited.
It's cold in my room. My nipples are way hard, I think it's time to get under the three comforters on my bed. Good night.

What do you dream...
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