ok so I get it. I realize now why what happened, happened. It would've been me having to deal with an unwanted child with that girl. If some certain events didn't break out she would be coming back now to me, possibly not we prolly would've broken up still, but she would be pregnant. and after the shit she pulled on me, I'm glad karma was on my side with this. I haven't laughed this hard and felt such a weight lift off of me in a long time. I'm not trying to say that I wishing this upon her. I wasn't, infact I hope her and that dude spend a life time together. white trash deserves to be together. I was honestly expecting it to last a few weeks and be done and over with, cause she honestly is a lot smarter than she's been acting.
either way I'm just glad that this door is completely closed now (I hope). now I've got some decisions of my own to make. I'm debating on whether I want to deploy again and miss all the holidays and my birthday for the 2nd time in 3 years. I've got coverage for someone watching after my dog for 6 months. as I sit here sick on a saturday night, in a shitty place in romania, I've got a lot to think over, a lot of good music to listen to (incubus is on now), and maybe a nap to take. wish I wasn't sick tho I really wanted to go out tonight. I'll leave you guys with a quote from my fav band Alter Bridge. I definitely think it applies to this all pretty fittingly.
sever the ties,
trip the wire
dig your hole
there is a light
and you know
you were once led to believe
you were young and so naive
but now no longer
but it's all in the way
you turn your back today
left to face this alone
left to die with nothing you can own
left to break, in the cold
in the void that you made,
the moment you let love go
Alter Bridge - "Slip to the Void"
either way I'm just glad that this door is completely closed now (I hope). now I've got some decisions of my own to make. I'm debating on whether I want to deploy again and miss all the holidays and my birthday for the 2nd time in 3 years. I've got coverage for someone watching after my dog for 6 months. as I sit here sick on a saturday night, in a shitty place in romania, I've got a lot to think over, a lot of good music to listen to (incubus is on now), and maybe a nap to take. wish I wasn't sick tho I really wanted to go out tonight. I'll leave you guys with a quote from my fav band Alter Bridge. I definitely think it applies to this all pretty fittingly.
sever the ties,
trip the wire
dig your hole
there is a light
and you know
you were once led to believe
you were young and so naive
but now no longer
but it's all in the way
you turn your back today
left to face this alone
left to die with nothing you can own
left to break, in the cold
in the void that you made,
the moment you let love go
Alter Bridge - "Slip to the Void"
kay:
Hope you feel better love.
kay:
Always a good thing.