it's strange to think about people i know who have died. i remember when my grandmother died, i dreamt of a mossy fountain. i was sitting with her, and she was telling me to never be afraid, not ever. nana liked to give unsolicited advice. it was usually good advice, though.
i just finished writing about a boy i knew who hung himself in a...
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sometimes, it is best to throw it all in the air and just watch it come down like fireworks.
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the night i wrote this i ended up driving past a fireworks display by the college. i could feel the booms from the big ones in my organs. it felt pretty good, actually.
have any of you ever been to the amazon? i think i...
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the night i wrote this i ended up driving past a fireworks display by the college. i could feel the booms from the big ones in my organs. it felt pretty good, actually.
have any of you ever been to the amazon? i think i...
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vastad:
btw, the ayahuasca trip sounds kick ass....I really hope you get to pull it off, it would do such great things for you.
vastad:
btw, you don't have to answer my posts about the CE thread. If it's a risk, don't take it...I was just venting.
the exceptional kisser has arrived.
i will be back in a week or so.
EDIT 04.17:
i need a good chapped lips remedy, stat!
i will be back in a week or so.
EDIT 04.17:
i need a good chapped lips remedy, stat!
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leiru13:
burt's bees. Plus a fuckload of gatorade. chapped lips occur from dehydration. good luck.
dollface:
rad.
some randomness:
my father is the spitting image of pablo escobar. i was estranged from pops until 1993, which, coincidentally, is supposedly when the columbian federales killed pablo.
maybe today's activities will end up paying for part of my brother marcos' tuition.
last night i had a dream that i was in orissa looking for someone to teach me tantra. a friend from high school...
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my father is the spitting image of pablo escobar. i was estranged from pops until 1993, which, coincidentally, is supposedly when the columbian federales killed pablo.
maybe today's activities will end up paying for part of my brother marcos' tuition.
last night i had a dream that i was in orissa looking for someone to teach me tantra. a friend from high school...
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ninji:
a)can i marry you? even a marriage of convenience or a marriage via those self-studied preachers?
b)mkay.
as for cannibal ox. might a mix cd trade be in order, if i am very, very good?
c)thanks for indulging my nuttiness.
-be.
b)mkay.
as for cannibal ox. might a mix cd trade be in order, if i am very, very good?
c)thanks for indulging my nuttiness.
-be.
swingkitten:
Ahem, sorry if you've already got 'em and I'm just wasting space, but I finally got all the lyrics to Captain Badass.
Ob-ser-ve:
departure and worry
still shakes me
resistance failed
and friendship failed
as lovers we did not fail...
brown eyes your pulse is getting hotter
brown eyes your pulse is getting quicker
quote Captain Badass,
" I am setting you heart on fire
so when you leave me
i will burn on in your soul".
you won't have to think twice
if it's love you will know
we get no second chance in this life.
so a hot pulse is alright
so a quick pulse is alright
so a hot kiss is alright
so a long kiss is alright
so a long night is alright
and all night is alright
there ain't no contest
against the final day
we'll rise above us either way
we're either greeted
by life or its reverse
then each day greeted
by fortune or its reverse
will you stand up for your one chance?
will you stand up for love?
we get no second chance in this life
you won't have to think twice, if its love
you will know.
I'm very proud of myself for finding those, just so you know :-P
Ob-ser-ve:
departure and worry
still shakes me
resistance failed
and friendship failed
as lovers we did not fail...
brown eyes your pulse is getting hotter
brown eyes your pulse is getting quicker
quote Captain Badass,
" I am setting you heart on fire
so when you leave me
i will burn on in your soul".
you won't have to think twice
if it's love you will know
we get no second chance in this life.
so a hot pulse is alright
so a quick pulse is alright
so a hot kiss is alright
so a long kiss is alright
so a long night is alright
and all night is alright
there ain't no contest
against the final day
we'll rise above us either way
we're either greeted
by life or its reverse
then each day greeted
by fortune or its reverse
will you stand up for your one chance?
will you stand up for love?
we get no second chance in this life
you won't have to think twice, if its love
you will know.
I'm very proud of myself for finding those, just so you know :-P
i am in between yoga and weights. it is 6 minutes to 2am. i am wondering where my shoes are. my brother is downstairs. he is listening to vic dimone's rendition of
indra's net catches vic and shines him off a few beats of the surgeon mix of lfo's nurture. for a second, i imagine pouring honey down the sides of a glass and metal...
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indra's net catches vic and shines him off a few beats of the surgeon mix of lfo's nurture. for a second, i imagine pouring honey down the sides of a glass and metal...
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dr_knownothing:
i;m gonna put on an iron shirt and chase satan out of de earth...i'm gonna send him to outerspace to find another race!
yeah, so many mirrors. yikes! to look at yourself! in somebody else! yowza! to step through!...uh hoh, an entertaining fox show is on!
yeah, so many mirrors. yikes! to look at yourself! in somebody else! yowza! to step through!...uh hoh, an entertaining fox show is on!
johncocktoastin:
i cried for days.........*hug**hug*hug*
when you aren't looking, when you aren't wanting, when you aren't missing it, that's when she will always walk in and fit too close. it happens everytime.
then you are drowning in endorphins and buzz: sweet taste and smell of her, and the movment of her body.
i cannot ever hold her at arm's length. she always gets too close, and i am never ready....
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then you are drowning in endorphins and buzz: sweet taste and smell of her, and the movment of her body.
i cannot ever hold her at arm's length. she always gets too close, and i am never ready....
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ophelia:
I asked Cosmos to take it easy.
He said, "mrow?"
I think he'll be trying harder now.
Beautiful words.
He said, "mrow?"
I think he'll be trying harder now.
Beautiful words.
nisi:
the stars love you too.
nisi
nisidear cosmos:
please stop the wheel. i need to get off for a minute.
♥ ,
chris
please stop the wheel. i need to get off for a minute.
♥ ,
chris
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ophelia:
*giggles*
you don't realise how funny this is to someone with an incredibly stupid cat named cosmos.
you don't realise how funny this is to someone with an incredibly stupid cat named cosmos.
sabine:
that reminded me of a vanilla ice song. "stop that train, i want to get off" why oh why must that be stuck in my head now.
that reminded me of a vanilla ice song. "stop that train, i want to get off" why oh why must that be stuck in my head now.
2766 miles in 9 days. not bad.
i have this ongoing feud with US-6 North in Utah - the Soldier Summit Highway. supposedly the weather there isn't usally that bad, but goddamn if that mountain doesn't try to kill me every time i try to cross that pass. ulysses doesn't have a thing on me. salt lake sucked - the freeways did, anyway - but...
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i have this ongoing feud with US-6 North in Utah - the Soldier Summit Highway. supposedly the weather there isn't usally that bad, but goddamn if that mountain doesn't try to kill me every time i try to cross that pass. ulysses doesn't have a thing on me. salt lake sucked - the freeways did, anyway - but...
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swingkitten:
You said you'd burn me whatever we were listening to in the car. it was neato d&b, though I don't know *who* it was. your brother wanted to hear it, I think.
tatum:
Wow sounds like you had an amazing time! 
I adore that profile picture, that's too funny!
I adore that profile picture, that's too funny!ARGH ROADTRIP EXCITEMENT !!
leaving for portland tomorrow. going to have to spend the night in boise. i've never been to boise. what's it like?
it can't be worse than salt lake city.
those of you that want to get together and have already talked to me:
- i'll email you my contact number as soon as i have it. i've got your numbers too,...
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leaving for portland tomorrow. going to have to spend the night in boise. i've never been to boise. what's it like?
it can't be worse than salt lake city.
those of you that want to get together and have already talked to me:
- i'll email you my contact number as soon as i have it. i've got your numbers too,...
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ophelia:
funny. ephedrine makes me want to climb on cute girls too. can't say that I ever have, though.
nice smile.
nice smile.
earplug6947:
are you back yet?
why no postcards?!?!?!
why no postcards?!?!?!
here is short list of stuff i did with my hands today:
- made food and put it in my mouth
- washed up + got dressed
- lifted heavy things
- petted my cat
- installed a motherboard
- replaced a bulb for my left rear turn signal
- typed this journal entry
conciousness + opposable thumbs are #1.
i really need to get...
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- made food and put it in my mouth
- washed up + got dressed
- lifted heavy things
- petted my cat
- installed a motherboard
- replaced a bulb for my left rear turn signal
- typed this journal entry
conciousness + opposable thumbs are #1.
i really need to get...
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johncocktoastin:
!!!!
!!!!
ophelia:
Hands are wonderful. Mine are permanently dirty (except in my set... I used bleach and a scrubbing pad to get them clean beforehand), but I wouldn't be able to stand it if I couldn't type, play the piano, write, or pet my kitties.
I just got onto a train of thought the other day which led to all the things that I really don't want to think about. It made me all blah-ish until today when I finally broke down and cried and talked about it. Feeling a lot better now. Thanks for your concern.
I just got onto a train of thought the other day which led to all the things that I really don't want to think about. It made me all blah-ish until today when I finally broke down and cried and talked about it. Feeling a lot better now. Thanks for your concern.
what is this, some sort of prehistoric internet or something?