my head is all better for the most part. the trauma has healed. the hematoma reabsorbed into my dura and the migraines haven't returned. i'm off the meds and detoxed all the vicodin! i was on a few a day or more for 2 months and got a little hooked. eventually they just started making me feel like shit so i stopped taking 'em. i...
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fun weekend in SF.
did some shopping. bought a new leather cuff watch. it's nicer than my old one and has a square face.
had a dinner party with friends in lower haight and got fairly smashed. then went to see the fireworks in front of Ghirardelli Square which were simultaneously blasted over pier 39. nice show. traffic was intense so we walked most of...
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did some shopping. bought a new leather cuff watch. it's nicer than my old one and has a square face.
had a dinner party with friends in lower haight and got fairly smashed. then went to see the fireworks in front of Ghirardelli Square which were simultaneously blasted over pier 39. nice show. traffic was intense so we walked most of...
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rumpusparable:
hey, i just got back. yeah, one of my wonders is whether it might be sciatica... after army & then my mom has developed recently a sciatic problem from her long work habits, it is definitely in the area of possibility... i just hadn't ever heard that abdominal swelling can be involved... thanks for the emphasis on the possibility, will look into more info on it!
smiles!
smiles!
alexis:
Befriending hookers!! That's fucking smart dude... what what jesus did. I have my share of dirty secrets, being that I'm a dirty girl, the most recent being that I applied to a dungeon today, but here's something I wrote to Dal just now about a few of my dorky secrets:
When I was 5, I had a crush on Chip from Chip N' Dale
When I was 22, I had a crush on Steve Buscemi, Christopher Walken, AND David Spade, and the guy from the Aaron Burr Peanut butter commercial
Once when a boy asked me to give him a blow job I said "No! I'm a feminist!"
Once... after not having sex for 6 months... in the middle of the night I decided I wanted to have sex again for a minute, literally, just a minute because I forgot what it felt like. I looked over and decided right then to have sex with my friend Chuck that was sleeping over. What a lucky bastard he was, being at the right place at the right time. He was still asleep, and I poke him and say "Chuck, do you want to have sex? and he says "What? sex?"... "Yeah, sex, now" I say... and he's like "ok take off your underwear" and seriously, no kissing or foreplay or anything, he just sticks it in and starts pumping away... I start watching the clock and decide after my minute was up that I was done, and make him get off me. He gets a little pissed, and I'm weirded out because I don't know if I want to call him a lover or not.. Ya know, another number on the list. It was only a minute, and he never finished, and there are no feelings involved... So I decided that he's going to be lover 22.25. Not quite 1, not quite 0, just .25.
xoxo Alexis
When I was 5, I had a crush on Chip from Chip N' Dale
When I was 22, I had a crush on Steve Buscemi, Christopher Walken, AND David Spade, and the guy from the Aaron Burr Peanut butter commercial
Once when a boy asked me to give him a blow job I said "No! I'm a feminist!"
Once... after not having sex for 6 months... in the middle of the night I decided I wanted to have sex again for a minute, literally, just a minute because I forgot what it felt like. I looked over and decided right then to have sex with my friend Chuck that was sleeping over. What a lucky bastard he was, being at the right place at the right time. He was still asleep, and I poke him and say "Chuck, do you want to have sex? and he says "What? sex?"... "Yeah, sex, now" I say... and he's like "ok take off your underwear" and seriously, no kissing or foreplay or anything, he just sticks it in and starts pumping away... I start watching the clock and decide after my minute was up that I was done, and make him get off me. He gets a little pissed, and I'm weirded out because I don't know if I want to call him a lover or not.. Ya know, another number on the list. It was only a minute, and he never finished, and there are no feelings involved... So I decided that he's going to be lover 22.25. Not quite 1, not quite 0, just .25.
xoxo Alexis
getting ready to go blow shit up for america dammit!
whoo!
whoo!
alisa:
thank you so much!!!!:ikiss:
i'm going to try it out right now.
oooh go look at the boards in the lifestyle section
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i'm going to try it out right now.
oooh go look at the boards in the lifestyle section
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it's only a four day week. sweet.
going to SF on thursday for the holiday weekend. that oughtta be nice. let's hope this week goes nice and smooth.
going to SF on thursday for the holiday weekend. that oughtta be nice. let's hope this week goes nice and smooth.
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sincity1:
I miss SF.
admitourmistakes:
Never been, prolly never will. I'm a loser...
*sobs silently to self and Jonas*
Send me mail jonas! Mail! LoL
*sobs silently to self and Jonas*
Send me mail jonas! Mail! LoL
it was a good weekend. had a great day on saturday. went for an 8 mile hike with my mom and even got back into the gym since my headaches have all but subsided. went and saw a friend's band play and even got out for some booty shaking at a new club... then i had to go and take things too far and fuck...
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went to see the hulk last night.
ang lee kicks ass. i don't understand these dumb freak critics. it got lame reviews. what movie did they see? the movie i saw was amazing. absolutely ground breaking editing and an incredible screenplay. the character development and depth of plot was inspiring. 5 stars.
in fact the movie was so great it triggered the worst concussion/subdural hematoma...
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ang lee kicks ass. i don't understand these dumb freak critics. it got lame reviews. what movie did they see? the movie i saw was amazing. absolutely ground breaking editing and an incredible screenplay. the character development and depth of plot was inspiring. 5 stars.
in fact the movie was so great it triggered the worst concussion/subdural hematoma...
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admitourmistakes:
Long time no post babe
Define OOGY
Define OOGY
i'm actually starting to feel better! hallelujah!
i had another jacked up day yesterday and i started out this morning feeling crappy but i can tell that i'm healing. the headaches aren't as bad and i didn't need any pain killers this morning. i'm on the mend.
i had another jacked up day yesterday and i started out this morning feeling crappy but i can tell that i'm healing. the headaches aren't as bad and i didn't need any pain killers this morning. i'm on the mend.
subdural hematoma...
i finally got the doctors to get me a CT scan and there's a fair amount blood on my brain. well no shit. no wonder my head's been hurting so damned bad!
so i'm all doped up on vicodin and seizure medicine. apparently, some of my more interesting symptoms have more than likely been seizures caused by the blood on my noodle.
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i finally got the doctors to get me a CT scan and there's a fair amount blood on my brain. well no shit. no wonder my head's been hurting so damned bad!
so i'm all doped up on vicodin and seizure medicine. apparently, some of my more interesting symptoms have more than likely been seizures caused by the blood on my noodle.
i...
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admitourmistakes:
*kisses*
Now that you're all doped up, I can totally take advantage of you!!!!
Now that you're all doped up, I can totally take advantage of you!!!!
stacie:
i hope you do feel better sweets 
oh boy, it's monday!
crazy weekend. got into some trouble.
at least i got to go wakeboarding yesterday out on the sacramento river and that was really fun.
horrible headache today. starting on week two since the concussion and i think i'll go to the doctor and see if i gots me something wrong with my noggin.
crazy weekend. got into some trouble.
at least i got to go wakeboarding yesterday out on the sacramento river and that was really fun.
horrible headache today. starting on week two since the concussion and i think i'll go to the doctor and see if i gots me something wrong with my noggin.
alexis:
what happened to your head?
*kiss on the forehead*
All better.
*kiss on the forehead*
All better.
sincity1:
By all means, if you can afford it or if you have insurance, check with the doc. Your headache might go away the moment you stop being stressed about it.
Good luck
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Good luck
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w h a t e v e r.
it's been an intense week:
-suffered through headaches from a concussion
-drank heavily
-prescribed myself a few narcotics
-finished two full page 4 color ads for a magazine
-animated a weird sequence for a tv commercial
-got a $1000 bonus
-upgraded my computer
-watched zero tv
-mixed records
-generally kicked ass and kicked my own ass
between...
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it's been an intense week:
-suffered through headaches from a concussion
-drank heavily
-prescribed myself a few narcotics
-finished two full page 4 color ads for a magazine
-animated a weird sequence for a tv commercial
-got a $1000 bonus
-upgraded my computer
-watched zero tv
-mixed records
-generally kicked ass and kicked my own ass
between...
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sincity1:
Or to put it in context -- you made an assload of money, did a lot of creative shit, and got very high. Sadly, you're too stressed out to enjoy it.
I'm in a similar boat (minus the creativity part) and I'm toying with taking yoga to clear my head. My doctor sent me for the wrong untra-sound to determine if I have an ulcer -- thus creating more ulcer-inducing stress. Hope your MRI works out better. Please let me know if it does. I'm sure you're fine., but nothing sounds better than a doctor telling you you aren't dying.
I'm in a similar boat (minus the creativity part) and I'm toying with taking yoga to clear my head. My doctor sent me for the wrong untra-sound to determine if I have an ulcer -- thus creating more ulcer-inducing stress. Hope your MRI works out better. Please let me know if it does. I'm sure you're fine., but nothing sounds better than a doctor telling you you aren't dying.
Porn conventions are reasons that's it's great to be a designer. So fun. Congrats.
xoxo Alexis
i see how it is