Sunday Feb 01, 2004

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super bowl. my best friend hates me, my wife clowns me like a birthday, my job wants me to draw my fingers and bone. my country walks to war with children. god has betrayed you. your dog lies at your feet, the food bowl never refilled. cockroaches wash the dishes clean envy, journals betray friends.the ocean, the ocean ,the ocean
will wipe your heart clean oink
nicolelee:
when i was in minneapolis, i stopped into st.sabrina's and awarded myself with the gift of a beautiful pair og 6g hooker hoops. working in the service industry with body mods can be hard when the majority of the yuppie fucks that you waite on dont have tattoos, MAYBE a fluff chick will have her belly button, but the only time they have seen gauged ears (esp at 3/4) is on "the discovery channel/ national geographic when they have those african tribes, you know, then they put plates in their lips and wrap wire around their necks" you get the picture. i bought the hoops with the hopes that they will be distracting from the holes and appear to seem just like "normal" ears with "normal" hooker hoops. honestly, its worked over well... until i put my hair behind my ears. anyfuck... the hoops are badass and i really liked the shop as a whole. i dont think i had ever seen a display case quite so large and with such a wide variety of jewelry for every piercing possible... i was thinking about getting an 8g curved slave-master for my hood, then i realized that i dont really give crotch shots on SG enough to enjoy the simple fact of *having* an 8g curved slave-master...

have i said enough? holler again.
n*
brandy:
Why did you have to put that pic of Jamie up? To show me how cool you are? How many girls you can get with? Whatever. I'm not coming back to Ellensburg, you can send my mail to my parents house. I will never see or talk to you again. Hope you have a happy life with you soon to be wife...you don't look to happy in the pic to me.

Friday Jan 30, 2004

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Unlike Demeter,the Catholic Mary has no daughter. Her only contact with divinity is through her "servicing" of men:be it the Holy Father or her own son. Catholic mythology, as shown in Fra Bartholommeo's painting, symbolizes the enforced splitting of woman into either mother or whore-both of whom nurture,worship, and ultimately mourn a dead man and/or a divine male infant. Like many women, Mary foregoes sexual...
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acheron:
um, hey i know i'm not exactly the most attractive woman in the universe, but don't puke over new lingerie, dammit! it's very exciting to me at least. it could be worse, i could be forcing you to look at me in it. i do have concern for humanity, ya know. i don't TRY to induce mass vomiting.
gram:
look man,
i got no beef wit you at all. its none of my bidness, but you seem like you gotta good heart and you is a bit twisted over this girl. i could really care less about the whole situation. the internet is far from real, but i suggest you cut your losses with her, it seems to hurt you more than her. but whatever, what do i know, right?i am not emotionally invovled. i agree that raza is raza but its not like i wanna be best friends with you or nothing, no disrespect, but i am the way i am. be cool and i wish you nothing but the best. take care of you and stay off that shit, i know how it is my friend. easier said than done, no?
peace.

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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im going to battleground to get tattooed.my health and sanity seem grounded.CWU has hired me to do a poetry workshop next week,the workshop is sponsord by the black student union, will someone please send me some langston hughs poetry, im becoming addicted to this site, things are back to normal smile
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brandy:
What's up with your post in my journal? Always the dramatic...
I'm glad your working at the college again biggrin
brandy:
By the way...please don't call me a dork.

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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You are like the lizard green and cold

Tongue coiled inside a bacterial born mouth

heat and hate your only friend and rivers run from you in all directions

may you never see another Easter Sunday

another clear day over the valley, over the ridge of the back of your lover

as the sunlight creeps over a boat and it brakes the bowl of the...
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acheron:
"Bead sheets and the seat you sit in when youre not at church
At church
At church
The seat you sit in is wood
Hard as oak under your ass
And the god you pray to laughs at your cunt"

that's one of those little details i always wished somebody would work into a poem/novel/song/something (the wetness women leave on seats). this just happens to be my favorite section of the poem, so i recopied the whole segment. i'm also betting this has something to do with the "false empowerment of women, especially on this site", which i agree with, but don't have the guts to say publicly (*cough* am (was quite close) friends with an sg, who in my opinion has always needed a lot of support, but whom i love dearly and am not willing to argue with about it). i'd be curious about hearing your ideas on the subject.

ironically, am listening to a song called "best sunday dress" on loop.

unconnected side comments:
it's hard to be the modern-day byronic hero.
legality inspires people lie because honesty in any sort of legal situation requires accountability. taking responsibility. ugh. it's disgusting. i just nearly got sued/had to sue some people recently and was thoroughly disgusted at the incidence rate of it. prod by, please.

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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today i cry the columbia river full with tears of sadness, fear, joy. love and you

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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marriage sucks!!!!!!! it only works if both people approach it like children( through the eyes of a child) i kno w it sounds cheesy , but it's true. so my second marriage is comming to an end, it's been over for some time now, only we didn't know how to walk away from eachother and we both put up with alot of abuse.( SORRY ).my...
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saturn1:
i was there , yes, i recognize your face though not your name as much and i barely remember anything past 2001, ha. i searched your name tho to see why i would recognize you and thats the only thing i can figure as far as crossing paths. i have no idea. maybe we have mutual friends or something. weird.

Sunday Jan 18, 2004

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penalty

if you did it
then say you did it
but if you didnt do it
and it can be proven that did do it
then say you did it and cop a plee
however if you did do it but doubt that it can be proven that you didnt
then say you didnt and you just dont pay for it puke
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london:
hey yo! smile
saturn1:
did you do a poetry thing many moons ago in ann arbor?

Friday Jan 16, 2004

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frown i hate you rose frown
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johnthebaptist:
how can i forgive. how can you forgive me.it doesnt look good
come home.

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brandy:
What are you trying to prove?