jodi_marie

Ok first of all...

YAY FOR GETTING LAID.

Second of all...
YAY for getting laid by a really gorgeous guy. By far the most attractive male I have ever been with.

Third of all...
Yay for me.

Life has been so fucking amazing lately. The sun has been shining, which has made a considerable difference. I'm realizing that i'm doing so much better in all aspects of my life. Not only am I happier, I'm no longer cutting, i'm getting over all the "male" issues i've been having lately, plus, i'm waking up, spending my days being productive, and yes i'm still procrastination (only fair, its in my nature!) i'm doing well in school, I've only missed one class, and for the most part am staying up on my work. I'm feeling 100% better about my body, and just myself in general. I'm proud with the decisions that i've made lately and the path that my life is finally taking. I'm ok being alone for now, there is nothing wrong with it and i'm just HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i've got a lovely guy to hang out with. I have no expectations which right now I think is what I need. I just enjoy his company, we get along great, have common interests, and have alot of the same views. Plus he's cute! hehe.

I'm just really proud of the direction that I am putting my life in. Its not the way its going, but the fact that i'm making a consious decision to make my life go good for me. I'm learning how to move beyond past issues, that have plagued me and only brought me down. I am learning what I need to do to make ME happy. I don't need to depend on anyone else. And life is going great.

Plus I got my hair redone on friday, and its alot pinker than before, which pleases me to no end! Plus tuesday is my last class for a week. And on friday I get to spend the morning with my little birthday girl Gracie who is going to be 4!

Alrighty then, I suppose I should get back to printing of my research sources, the good little student that I am!

Today picture!