School started, lots of cute boys in my classes, so thats a plus. But I was coughing so hard last night that I started to vomit, so that cancelled going to class. How hot would it have been if i'm sitting there listening to lecture and all of a sudden I have a coughing fit and vomit goes all over the table?!
It amazes me sometimes how I can be doing so good, and then the next minute just breakdown. Thats how last night was. But i'm better this morning! so that a positive. I think I just need to have a minute to let all the bad stuff out, and then move on with it all.
I have this boy who is interested in me, and I don't know what to do, because I am just sooo not attracted to him. And I know he has gotten the impression that I am. I didn't try and make it that way, but he is a nice guy so I figured I would try and give it a chance, but alas, i'm just not feeling it, everytime I kiss him, I just feel blah and yuck. But I don't really know how to tell him that I just don't feel it. Blug, Get me out of this situation...that or give me some advice!
I love coffee. I'm trying to get some toast down for breakfast, but its just not working. I have been starving, but anytime I have food in front of me, I just can't eat it, I'll take a couple of bites and then I just can't force it down anymore. I don't know whatst going on, but i've barely eaten anything in the past couple days. But that means that i've kept off most of the weight that I lost when I was sick, and am at a much more acceptable weight, well for me to semi-comfortable with it anywhoo.
It cracks me up how my friend picks the nights that i'm tired and just want to stay home, to freak out and worry that something has happened to me. Last night tiffany tried to get ahold of me when she thought I would be done with school, and since I was asleep and she coudln't get ahold of me, she freaked, thinking that something had happened. The only good thought was that maybe I had gone out with my "cute bio boy" (I wish), so she has James drive by to see if my car was outside (which is was but he apparently couldn't see) and she was about ready to call my parents to make sure I didn't get in a car wreck and was in the hospital or something. Its lovely that she worries about me, but I finally talked to her this morning, and told her I was ok, and she told me everything she thought could have happened, the worst being that I was over at shitheads house! and that she was about ready to kill me if that was the case.
Yep, thats my fun story of the day. But I suppose I should get my ass ready to work. If you have a funny story, let me hear it!
It amazes me sometimes how I can be doing so good, and then the next minute just breakdown. Thats how last night was. But i'm better this morning! so that a positive. I think I just need to have a minute to let all the bad stuff out, and then move on with it all.
I have this boy who is interested in me, and I don't know what to do, because I am just sooo not attracted to him. And I know he has gotten the impression that I am. I didn't try and make it that way, but he is a nice guy so I figured I would try and give it a chance, but alas, i'm just not feeling it, everytime I kiss him, I just feel blah and yuck. But I don't really know how to tell him that I just don't feel it. Blug, Get me out of this situation...that or give me some advice!
I love coffee. I'm trying to get some toast down for breakfast, but its just not working. I have been starving, but anytime I have food in front of me, I just can't eat it, I'll take a couple of bites and then I just can't force it down anymore. I don't know whatst going on, but i've barely eaten anything in the past couple days. But that means that i've kept off most of the weight that I lost when I was sick, and am at a much more acceptable weight, well for me to semi-comfortable with it anywhoo.
It cracks me up how my friend picks the nights that i'm tired and just want to stay home, to freak out and worry that something has happened to me. Last night tiffany tried to get ahold of me when she thought I would be done with school, and since I was asleep and she coudln't get ahold of me, she freaked, thinking that something had happened. The only good thought was that maybe I had gone out with my "cute bio boy" (I wish), so she has James drive by to see if my car was outside (which is was but he apparently couldn't see) and she was about ready to call my parents to make sure I didn't get in a car wreck and was in the hospital or something. Its lovely that she worries about me, but I finally talked to her this morning, and told her I was ok, and she told me everything she thought could have happened, the worst being that I was over at shitheads house! and that she was about ready to kill me if that was the case.
Yep, thats my fun story of the day. But I suppose I should get my ass ready to work. If you have a funny story, let me hear it!
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I'd tell you to keep giving this guy a chance...maybe he's your stepping stone...the reason you're just not into him is because you're really not over asshat, but in time you'll fine yourself liking him. Sadly this is kind of what I did with Mike, but I find myself liking him more and more everyday. I think most of it was not wanting to let go of Wonderboy, but the more I let go the more I realize I DO deserve a nice guy, and the attraction comes with realizing that I DO deserve to be treated nicely and that I AM a good person, and so forth. I think I was just really scared. Hell I STILL am scared.
However, if you're not into it you're not into it. So let him know. Or you can take the passive-aggressive route and just stop hanging out with him, giving him excuses until he stops calling, etc. Which is kinda crappy, but we're all guilty of it because it's way easier than being like, "hey dude, I'm not into you." Although I don't know why that is, I mean, if you think about it logically, it's so quick, dry and painless...or it should be.
Fuck I dunno, and now I'm typing a novel in your comments haha. Anyway, I wish you the best of luck in this endeavor, I'm still struggling along myself, so you know I'm always here for you. Love you bunches lady