jman310

Well.... been an extremely long time. I dont think im going to put much effort into keeping up on SG this time round, but whoever wants to talk ill be more than glad to talk to you.

Well, im going to see the last results on a final topic. After that Ill be quittin suicide girls. I havent taken it lightly, and out of everywhere ive been, here has felt the most comfortable. I can express my interests here, have fun, talk to lots of interesting ppl (well, would have wanted to). But in the end ive made my final decision, and...
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Well, it would seem life is once again hopeful. Now that I have my referal into the hospital, I just have to sit back and wait for the call. I usually always have my cell turned off, but until i get the phone call to setup the appointment, im keeping it on. That is the hope that's keeping me alive, is that hope for the...
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Well, i ended up getting my referal yesterday . It may not seem like a big deal to most, but for me it's a fresh start to a new future. We'll see what comes out of it. Im hoping not to change the core of me, because apparently a lot of people like that. Im funny, i make others smile, Im very outgoing in the...
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Well, all i can say is that career wise i dont think i can be any better. Im on a roll with that. Otherwise, still same place, but not getting any worse either. I dont think Ive ever fully revealed myself on this site b4... hmmm. One day i will.

Aside from all that, I had a awesome dream last night. Dreamt I was goin...
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Well... i tried goin to the doctors today.... I cant seem to do it though. But that's not what i really wanted to talk about though. The one thing on my mind it seems repediately. That is... if I died, right now, would anyone care? Im not talking about my family, they clearly would, no changing that. But others outside of my family. Really, I...
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Lol, indeed, it is time for an update. But really a lot has changed since my last blog. For starters, Ive gotten a promotion at my job, benefits, and a pay raise. I now believe I have a steady, secure job doing what i like to do, so im happy in that sense. That's about the only thing Im happy with my life right now...
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My word im not active enough on here... well, active enough anywhere for that matter. A lot of the reason is that it's christmas season of course, so our store hours are longer, and that means im FINALLY! working 40 hour weeks, w00t. Course, for some reason I'm not making any more money . But, reflecting on Christmas, or well any type of gift-giving occasionally,...
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I went to the dirty bingo just yesterday. Great great time. Sat down stairs for a while and got a nice coors light, first beer in..... bout 6 months, lol. Anyways, went upstairs after that. Shirly is the greatest, she came and rubbed my hair, lmao. I started out at the counter, i had $20 for the night to play, which would last me the...
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O.o... i forgot to mention everything happening. Well... i got more done on my tat... uploading a pic as we speak. I gotta go back around the 16th for more... it's looking great tho. It's healing faster now I think too. Hmm, what else.... I have quit SL (Second Life). It was about time. For one thing Im trying to get out more in RL...
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The Virtual Dating World...

Well, in my quest to revamp my life and improve myself, I wanted to take a few profile tests to learn more about myself. I had taken some before, but they werent all too helpful. I got to talking to a friend tho, and she had used a dating website to find a match, but not only that, it gave her...
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