This is probably the ballsiest thing I've ever done before so stay with me and if I ramble or make a lot of spelling mistakes then please dismiss that...First off why the fuck is my picture gone? That sucks...
Second what I'm about to say will probably be shocking but fuck it. I don't care anymore. My parents would probably blame this on my illness (depression) and say that I'm not thinking clearly but I am thinking and this is a moment of clarity and will most likely be very cathartic.
So we can't change who we are so I will break myself down into a mathematic equation:
POSTIVE AND NEGATIVE QUALITIES+ HEMOPHILIA + CHRONIC REOCCURING DEPRESSION + HEPATITIS C + HIV = ME
That's my story and I don't care who the fuck knows it. I got dicked over by this girl who couldn't handle all of that and I'm not going to fucking do that again. So take me as I am or don't take me at all or to put it more bluntly-TAKE ME AS I AM OR FUCK OFF!
I have a lot to offer and I am not defined by my illnesses but they are a part of who I am. If that's too much for people to handle then they will miss out on all of my positive qualities. So, that's about it for now. If anyone wants to talk to me about all of this then that's fine. I'm an AIDS educator so I know a lot about it and if anyone wants to avoid me because of this shit then that's also fine-your fucking loss and not mine. That's it everyone...
It was nice meeting some of you at the party the other night and I hope to meet you guys and more of you again at the next party or maybe sooner. If anyone wants to hang out and get me the fuck out of my dungeon (aka my room) then please feel free.
THE END
Second what I'm about to say will probably be shocking but fuck it. I don't care anymore. My parents would probably blame this on my illness (depression) and say that I'm not thinking clearly but I am thinking and this is a moment of clarity and will most likely be very cathartic.
So we can't change who we are so I will break myself down into a mathematic equation:
POSTIVE AND NEGATIVE QUALITIES+ HEMOPHILIA + CHRONIC REOCCURING DEPRESSION + HEPATITIS C + HIV = ME
That's my story and I don't care who the fuck knows it. I got dicked over by this girl who couldn't handle all of that and I'm not going to fucking do that again. So take me as I am or don't take me at all or to put it more bluntly-TAKE ME AS I AM OR FUCK OFF!
I have a lot to offer and I am not defined by my illnesses but they are a part of who I am. If that's too much for people to handle then they will miss out on all of my positive qualities. So, that's about it for now. If anyone wants to talk to me about all of this then that's fine. I'm an AIDS educator so I know a lot about it and if anyone wants to avoid me because of this shit then that's also fine-your fucking loss and not mine. That's it everyone...
It was nice meeting some of you at the party the other night and I hope to meet you guys and more of you again at the next party or maybe sooner. If anyone wants to hang out and get me the fuck out of my dungeon (aka my room) then please feel free.
THE END
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soeffinhappy:
Way to keep your head up brotha! Hells yeah! That's a good way to be. If someone isn't willing to deal with the things that are a part of you you don't need them.
hollywoodrocks:
so how you doin my man?