what is with this constant self-sabotaging?
i recognize it as it's happening(or a bit after) and still... is this ego, that prevents me from asking for forgiveness?
what is there to be prideful of?
i'm conflicted. i see merit in my sabotage..
i also see myself drowning.. alone.
is it better to work with most or to wait for whole?
what is integrity when you are nothing?
i recognize it as it's happening(or a bit after) and still... is this ego, that prevents me from asking for forgiveness?
what is there to be prideful of?
i'm conflicted. i see merit in my sabotage..
i also see myself drowning.. alone.
is it better to work with most or to wait for whole?
what is integrity when you are nothing?
(i also believe that is your longest journal entry.)