jillamin

I love May. May is Cinco demayo (however the fuck you spell it, pleasefeel free to correct me)....May is mothers day....May is my best friends birthday month...May is spring...and almost summer...i love May....

Oh my god! Thanks to everyone for all the awesome birthday wishes and again for all your support! I was shocked! I love yous all so much. NO, I REALLY LOVE YOU! I don't really have too much time to update...life has been pretty hectic...but things are much better...

Quick recap...sorry if it's random and scattered...

Feeling muuuuuch better about my situation...wounds are healing well...

mom is ok. In fact she flew out to surprise me for my birthday...actually...i was talking to her on the phone...you know...sitting on the bathroom counter popping zits...(i'm so fucking hot, i know) and her voice gets louder....it was as if she was in the same room...ahhhhh....she was! I started screaming! then i cried....being so happy and all...i cry like a bitch when i'm happy...she stayed for 3 days...we went to the bar i work at and of course she got hammered...and i in fact got shit faced too cause she and Mel the bartender kept giving me early birthday shots...and all these guys were trying to get up on my mom...all my regulars too...i had to slap some hoes....Mr. Slam ended up coming down to meet us ....she loves him...they hit it off really well...he was really nervous. but he passed the test...I'm so thankful she came out.. I really needed her support.

Anyway....the night she left was the night of my birthday...I went out with some girls from work....got drunk....blah blah blah....did things you do on your birthday

danced on a few bar tops....pool tables....flashed mah boobies at old men just to see if they would have a heart attack....some came pretty close...tee hee

Tuesday TJ threw a birthday party for me at this dive called "Brunos"....i was flattered at how many people came out for it...i had a blast....sang some karaoke...the proclaimers "500 miles"...in my best attempt at a Scottish accent. Some Aretha "chain of fools"....and some Johnny Cash "boy named sue"....annnnnnnnnddddd i actually convinced Mr. Slam to sing....bwaaaahaaaaa. He sang "my way" by Sid vicious....and Otis Redding "dock of the bay"...i love my hubby...

I talked to my ladies on the phone...got my fix

I would say my birthday was close to perfect.

but then...someone very special topped it all off... the lovely miss faerie. You sent me a package! I love you so much....you rock missy! I got sum new chonies...that i actually happen to be wearing at this very moment...*grins*....sexy they are. Some cool Burts bees stuff....which I play with all the time...and some pretty smelling stuff...ahhhh my love....you made my day. Thank you so much...once you email my your address your pressies will be on the way! *muwah*



She's so freakin awesome!

but alas i am always kind of relieved when my birthday is over....is this strange?

watching a lot of movies...

closer- weird and sexy....i likes it....Natalie Portman is a stripper and kind of a whore...it turned me on...tee hee....i mean the movie is kinda corny....but corny can be ok

spanglish- loved it...nothing else to say...

stage beauty- hmmmm....still deciding...i didnt really like it.....but at the same time...i keep thinking about it...i'm going to watch it again

the incredibles- tee hee

music you ask?

black lipstick- ...bought it...can't stop listening to is...it's nice backround shit....

2220's- ...love...

books?

just started " The curious incident of the dog in the night-time" - Mark Haddon....curently on pg. 11....i'll let you know

Cuba postponed till august

California in June

moving to California with Mr. Slam in November

moving to Portland OR in October of 2006...

we'll see...

so i need to shoot a set huh? i suck at this whole trying to be a SG thing. eventually Ill get around to it...

off to get a pedicure and nails done....i'm high maintenance bitch

denva

I miss yous



photography by dan night