jillamin

My beverage of choice. Guinness got rid of Bass and replaced it with this. Soooooo good. Go on, have one for me.

Yesterday I had the worst hangover everby 8pm I wanted to die. It was Braxtons 21st so we went to Fados Irish Pub. Before we got there I said to myself ok, no problem, Ill have like one or two drinks. Yea.6 beers later I was out of hand. Singing to the folk music, drunk dialing, arguing about everything and anything with Braxton. I remember that I kept dropping things under the table and every time Id go down to get it I would smack my head on the table coming back up. It all felt too familiarlike I was that 14 year old again drinking my moms Gin. HahaI used to sit in my bath tub...wasted.

Well, I apologize for not being too active on this here thingI appreciate all the lovely comments. You know how to make a girl feel loved. this last week or so has been pretty hectic. as you all know my dad cam into town.

Saturday

- went to breakfast.
hash browns, a fruit salad and some eggs.

-snowboardingI lost him after the first runhes a crazy son of a bitchoff he went in the trees. Gone. So I just took like 4-5 runs by myselfthen went down to the lodge and had some coffee.

-It was snowing like crazy40 inches they said. - -By three oclock I was over it. I forgot how much snowboarding wares you out.

Sunday

-woke up around 8pm
- Went to Fados to watch Newcastle vs. Chelsea. It was a really good match. Chelsea is supposedly the best team in the world right now but Newcastle beat them 1-0. The northern teams are a little bit rough around the edges. I think Chelseas ego took a knock. AnywayI was drunk by half time. My dad had already started yelling things like

go ya fuckin cunt ya
ya bastard
great fuckin tackle

These are things that he used to yell at my soccer games. God I would get so embarrassed. I think my roommate had a culture shock as the slam just sat there grinning.

Then some guy from Scotland came over and started cheering with my dad. He was from Glasgow. I was born in Greenock which is like not even an hour outside of Glasgowany whohes a fucking Rangers fan.and Im a Celtic fan.BIG rivalryCatholics vs. Protestants basically. So we had a good laugh arguing over whos the better team. Even though Celtic got there asses beat earlier that morning.



And even with how drunk me and my pops werehe still managed to get me an interview there. I think they were just happy to get a good lookin girl in there.nobut I know how to have a laugh with them. They are packed every nightId make so much skrilla. Dolla dolla bills. Whut.

Anywayso my dad left later that night. Back home. I miss. No but we had a really good time. Jordan and him got along perfectlythey just made fun of people and got drunk together. He even offered us a trip back home. I lived in Scotland till I was 11 so its not a huge deal for mebut I know Jordan would love it. So maybe.after hes done with school. Mayyybbbeeee. We have plans to travel Europe next fall. Im a British citizen so I can basically work anywhere my little heart desires. Well in Europe that is.

Jordans friend Bates is coming out this weekend. Its about timeI mean cmon nowhow long have we been trying to do this. Its okay thoughI know hes a business man these days. I met him this summerhes funnyjust a grumpy bastard like the slam. But BJyou start throwin shoes we are gonna have some problems.

Not much else is going on. This is my 8th day not eating meat. Im not all animal rights activist girl. I just am not a huge fan of it. I eat it because its fast and easy. But veggies, tofu, beans, and cheese are by far my favorites. Plusthe amount of estrogen stuffed into Americas meat is disgusting. A lot of people are giving me shit for itbut I feel so much more active and have huge amounts of energy without it.

Colorado is cool and allbut Ive met a lot of fucking cunts here. No offense. It just seems like so many people are struggling with their identity and are all jack offs. Im not limiting it to just Colorado. But Ive never really had that problemIve always known who I am. I thank my family for thatIve never questioned it. Im amazing. But you already know that.

I have two photographers that would like to use me as a model. I have to ask DanielK if they are legitimate though. I take his word and advice very seriously.

My hair is finally starting to grow. Ive had short hair since I was 15 so I would really like to get some length again. I keep wanting to hack it all off again but Im doing really well. Its almost to my shoulders.

Im really pissed right now. Before I moved to CO I lived in San Jose. I have been trying to get a hold of my landlord so I can get my deposit back. But I guess the apartments are under different management. You can imagine what a pain in the ass this is. I want my $500 sucka. My friend Crystal lives in the same complex so I might just have her do my dirty work. Ill have to myspace the bitch. Speaking ofif your on myspaceadd mecause I loves yous. Biscuit, thats me.

It's her birthday soon...so I painted this for her...



HA! Guess who is going to be having a dance contest in Denver tonight? Napoleon!!! HA! I'm going to get my photo taken with him.

AlrightI have to go back to work. Ill add some pictures on here later. Not enough time right now.

.::denver::.

Ps.

- Fuck the bitch whos suing Sean Connery

- RIP Hunter S. Thompson

- Where is Cassiopea. I might cry.


or shit...i dunno...I haven't decided yet.



I miss my faerie...