My fucking heart

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This is my baby. And she is sick. I don't think she is going to make it despite my efforts to keep her holding on. I've been crying all day.

She's been a part of my life for 8 years - she's the best at taking squishing jokes, and a real team player when my friends come over and she ends up being held as
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jezlynnb:
@robertbluesman I think exotic vets can be of assistance, but im part of a tarantula board and the community there is bright and very helpful.
melusine2908:
Gorgeous baby... wow 8 years! Now that is a well taken care of tarántula

Wedding Moods 💕

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As a hopeless romantic, I love weddings. I can't help myself. It doesn't matter who they are, but watching someone walk down the aisle to the love of their life gets me so emotional. I got the privilege of being maid of honor for one of my best friends yesterday, and I bawled like a bitch.

It was a beautiful wedding, I had too much
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swoon4heart:
My brother is getting married in less than three weeks. I have to be the best man because my other brothers ex is going to be their and he pulled out. The proposition is that I have bare minimal responsibility, all I have to do is just stand there for a while. Like, I don’t even have to worry about standing still and can relax.
jezlynnb:
@swoon4heart that's exciting! Weddings are usually a lot of work, I'm glad it will be relaxing for you

Saturday

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I'm sorry I've been absent these past couple weeks. I've had a lot of negative energy and stress occupying my mind. I had to take a little time to myself in hopes of feeling better and healing my psyche.

Today I saged my entire house and meditated in order to clear my mind; here's to brighter posts and more activity.

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jezlynnb:
@barbatruc76 definitely feeling a little more alligned with myself ❤️
jezlynnb:
@robertbluesman ❤️✌️✌️

Steamy and cheesy?

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Tonight I am surprising a girlfriend with cheese, crackers, fruit, and wine - followed by vodka and whiskey shooters because it can't be a girls night without getting frisky. She's been having a rough time with her wedding, so I figured I'd spoil her with good food, liquor, and a photoshoot! She has been wanting to make her fiance a little black book, and I
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lord_renob:
Your Saturday was way better then mine for sure! Delicious spread
robertbluesman:
Cool idea, well played!

The Suicide Girl Closet

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When it comes to passions and dreams, I’m usually very vocal about my pursuits to those close to me. I feel like sharing my journeys makes them feel cemented and solid – even if they are far fetched:

Rescuing wild unicorns from feed lots? Yes

Bedroom with a fireplace, silk sheets, bear rug and a mirror ceiling? One day.

Certified stripper? I tell everyone about...
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oldernow:
I had to come out of a different closet - that of being a professional astrologer / occultist - try putting that down on your car loan / apartment contract ... or telling your born-again Jeebus parents and family... and not knowing from one month to the next whether I'll make enough to keep the lights on, much less do fancy romantic things like eat real food... // welp -- fast forward over some 40+ years and its neener neener time!! I made it just fine -- what I realized early one is two key things: 1) no job in the world is actually secure--companies go belly up, even universities close down or 'downsize' -- the only difference is that I KNOW I am vulnerable and save accordingly -- (and that has saved our bacon twice over - in a ten year period we saved one year's worth of income and that covered a lot of sick days)... 2) if you do what you love, what is your truth, you will thrive--you won't be any happier or even more successful by doing those things than you will be by staying main stream - but YOU WILL BE REAL--which is a huge thing, actually - because any success, failure, friendship or enemy you have to deal with will bring about real change and development in you--whereas when you wear a fake mask and costume, that mask and costume will have friends and be successful but you won't!!  also, you may not always be a stripper, lewd insta girl, or whatever, -- but you should start with the thing that is true NOW so that when something else more true shows up later, you will be in the right place to be that person.  ask Cher how her gig as a radio ad girl worked out... /  if you are true to your own self, you will certainly lose some friends and even family, because being an individual is inherently a threat to any group and folk who want to believe in the group will fear you--it is their natural and unavoidable response--some may eventually 'come around' and some will shun you. Let them go.. the fish in the pond curse the frog for getting up on the lily pad... something they cannot comprehend... but there are other frogs (to hold the metaphor) and they will make astonishingly good friends, colleagues, lovers, and life-time fellow freaks...  so, step out of the closet when you are ready, and KEEP MOVING once you do... don't get stuck - we seldom cross over from 'normal' to 'true' in one easy step: experiment, explore, and then express yourself.--and good luck!

hello SG ~

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I remember when I was in eighth grade the first time I found a Suicide Girl on the internet – I was browsing hot girls on Tumblr with my best friend, sprawled out on the bed, laughing and claiming various body parts of these models - as if we could take pieces of them and button them on to our own bodies and magically transform
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ferkixlll:
Come on in the waters fine. Hearts tattooed around the Areola, a few spring to mind that were active several years back, but names escape me. Sadly the Site has not made it user friendly to browse several years back.  There is a Thread in "All Things SG " that might help, but more info than the Tattoo and hair might be needed. Good luck & have fun.
ferkixlll:
Oops. "Everything SG "