jewl

so, its 2:22 in the morning, and it just hit me reallly hard.

I was just sitting here, and i guess i had a flashback cause saw myself walking up grandma's stairs, opening the door, and seeing Paul sitting in the green velvet love seat that everyone fought over. "Heyyyyyy" his voice overpowered everyones. He'd always give you a kiss on the cheek that shake your whole head lol, like u got mild whiplash haha

I remember having a conversation about sailor jerry rum with him on christmas because my uncle kevin bought him a bottle. Had to explain to him who sailor jerry was, and he was just so interested.


My chest litterally hurts. I texted my cousin brian, and said i love you to him, and hes just an angel. He's my little trooper, and i love him melissa and sue more than the world. I'm just so broken.