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ARGH! We open Friday... I'm so stressed because they keep telling me "MORE, MORE" in regards to my song. I'm going effing crazy here. We did full dress and tech today with a full camera crew and everything. And I totally bombed on my song. The problem is when I do really well, they want more, and when I do craptasticly, they tell me I...
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Ah, girlfriend status... I didn't think that after three years I could jump back into the whole dating thing so damned quickly. Well it's awesome, because she's awesome.

The damned show opens a week from friday and I'm getting a little stressed. This is my first time on stage, but that doesn't seem to bother me to much. It's the fact that I'm sick and...
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I met a girl...

So my eldest brother Michael had a seizure Thursday caused by an aneurism, which was caused by a malignant brain tumor. I spent most of my afternoon waiting for somebody to call me and tell me my brother was dead. It was pretty emotionally draining. He beat the odds and made it through surgery that day. They were able to remove some of the tumor....
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So after almost three years of abstinence, I'm beginning to waver. Everybody keeps talking about their significant others or lack there of. I'm starting to think that I need a girlfriend again.

The problems with this: I'm super busy with school, the band, and the show in March. And then there's is the fact that I have no job, mainly because of my hectic schedule...
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So I'm doing a musical called "Kiss Me Kate" that opens in March. We just started rehersals last wednesday. We're rehersing five days a week to make up for what little time we have to prepare for such a large production. I'm also going to school. I've got a fairly light load as far as that's concerned, but I need more units. On top of...
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So I woke up at 8 today to take my "hey stop being sick like a bitch" pill. The Phone rang just as I set the water bottle down. I looked at the caller ID perplexed as it read TARGET CORP. I wondered for a second then my head nearly exploded as I remembered my friend that works at Target was supposed to call me...
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So I REALLY hate being sick. I've been sick for over a month now. I get better, I get worse, I get better, I get worse... you get the picture. So I finally went and saw the doctor today and got some meds. She also informed me that it's possible that I have a deviated septum. So that's friggin great. Now I have to get...
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I've realized lately that my amazing power to put away booze is officially gone. I am now officially a lightweight. I got so absolutely stinking drunk last thursday, that at one point, I seriously thought I might die. I've had quite a lot of booze in my time and it's served me well over the years, but it certainly has taken its tole. I'm no...
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I'm not really a religious man, but I thank the lord I made it home tonight...