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Unable to sleep, writhing on my futon, my head feeling like someone has lit a bonfire on it, in it, a constant searing pain that keeps both eyes open, utterly helpless. There are no drugs, no food, no liquor that can appease the forcefulness of this greedy pain. All my muscles are stiff, all my nerves burning, on fire.

The Phoenix zoo seems empty, devoid of life. The Polar bears look stained and drugged. A crocodile floats morosely in an oily makeshift pond. The puffins stare sadly from their glass cage. Toucans beaks as sharp as Knives. The seals stupidly dive off rocks into swirling black water, barking mindlessly. The zookepers feed them dead fish. A crowd gathers around the tank, mostly adults, a...
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So there is going to be a Metal Gear Solid 5.

I find the kid at the end hilariously funny.

Un amigo en necesidad es un amigo de verdad. La confianza es un problema, el suicidio siempre es una posibilidad/solucin.La humanidad me ha engaado. Yo no soy un tipo difcil, Pero nadie me entiende. En realidad, nadie me conoce. Temo que voy a tener que matarme.No fsico, sino en un sentido ms espiritual.

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A friend in need is a friend indeed. Confidence...
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Trato de pensar en que instante todo me comenzo a ir mal? Hay algunas cosas que nunca voy a saber.
Y algunas cosas que debo de olvidadar. Si...slo...supiera en que estado de cuenta que estoy en esta maana, Quisiera encontrar el interruptor de la luz del sol, Quisiera oscurecer el mundo para recuperar el calor que se me ha negado.

While taking a piss in the mens room today, I stared into a thin, web like crack above the urinals handle and thought to myself that if I were to disappear into that crack, say somehow miniaturize myself and slip into it, the odds are good that no one would notice I was gone. Noonewouldcare. In fact some, if they noticed my absence, might feel...
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Finally going to watch firefly. Just to see what all the hype is/was all about.

the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against it's walls
and the men drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but we keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.

there's no chance
at all:
we are all...
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it saddens me to think that when women have an internal dialog about me, I'm "that asshole" and not "that handsome stranger" or "that guy who made a mess of my bush"