This isn't directed at anyone in particular and I know I probably shouldn't post this because I'm pretty sad, confused and bitter but...
Why is it that men pursue me like I'm some golden calf then once they get me they just take me for granted and/or aren't into me anymore? I mean.. I realize that I'm not perfect. I don't drool (much). I'm fairly loving. I think most of the time I'm pretty happy and I do things for the person I love. Okay maybe it is me.. I don't even know anymore but I'm so sick of love and everything it stands for right now that I want to cry.
Guys always seem to say to me "wow he's fucking crazy. if I had you I would never let you go" then they get me.. and they let me go.. or ignore me.. or take me for granted or I dunno.. just aren't there. I feel invisible. Which today the way my day is going would probably be a good thing. Poofing out of existance and all. Okay maybe that's too sad but I definitely feel sad today.
With me it's always "tomorrow will be happier". Always. I try to be happy in the now. I really really do. I don't even need huge pledges of devotion and I don't require THAT much attention.. I don't know what's wrong wtih me
Next time I hear "he's an idiot and shouldn't have let you go. I wouldn't" I am running away so fast, warp speed.
Today is horrible. Tomorrow will be happier.
Why is it that men pursue me like I'm some golden calf then once they get me they just take me for granted and/or aren't into me anymore? I mean.. I realize that I'm not perfect. I don't drool (much). I'm fairly loving. I think most of the time I'm pretty happy and I do things for the person I love. Okay maybe it is me.. I don't even know anymore but I'm so sick of love and everything it stands for right now that I want to cry.
Guys always seem to say to me "wow he's fucking crazy. if I had you I would never let you go" then they get me.. and they let me go.. or ignore me.. or take me for granted or I dunno.. just aren't there. I feel invisible. Which today the way my day is going would probably be a good thing. Poofing out of existance and all. Okay maybe that's too sad but I definitely feel sad today.
With me it's always "tomorrow will be happier". Always. I try to be happy in the now. I really really do. I don't even need huge pledges of devotion and I don't require THAT much attention.. I don't know what's wrong wtih me
Next time I hear "he's an idiot and shouldn't have let you go. I wouldn't" I am running away so fast, warp speed.
Today is horrible. Tomorrow will be happier.
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Sadly, most guys are still in the evolutionary stage of being hunters. It's the pursuit that gets their interest, not what happens after they 'win'. So they're quite happy to woo you and try to win you over. And when they do, they lose interest.
It's awful, but it's not because of you. It sucks for you, but just try to remember that it's not because of anything you did or didn't do.
Sucks for guys who really will treat you well if they had the chance, because you might just give up on guys altogether (at least temporarily).
Don't worry about whether you should post something like this in your blog. Yes, they're your personal thoughts, but if it makes you feel better, even just a bit, to share those thoughts with others, then by all means, feel free. We don't mind listening.
Here's a big HUG!
I hope you don't give up on us forever, as the old saying goes there are plenty of fish in the ocean and there is the right guy for you. Not all of us are so terrible, give the nice guys a chance, you might be supprised.
spooky