okay so took some pictures last night ,just of my whole body, nothing special, and they looked awful 
i looked fat and just not a natural.
Starting to think this whole modelling thing is a riduculous pipe dream.
wish i could take the pictures myself.
I have a photographer lined up who is a stranger to me so thinking i could just pretend im confident,...
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i looked fat and just not a natural.
Starting to think this whole modelling thing is a riduculous pipe dream.
wish i could take the pictures myself.
I have a photographer lined up who is a stranger to me so thinking i could just pretend im confident,...
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pennylezy:
just have fun!! after a few pics you wont remember you're naked. The fun part is taking clothes off!
xsundanc3x:
Your probably being over critical of your self. Why don't you put of a couple pics of you in a swim suit or something and let the people decide. I bet you would be surprised by the responses.
REALLY wants creepy messages to stop, unless they are purposely trying to stop me from becoming a suicidegirl they should stop. How is it okay that people think its okay to be inappropriately pervy?
ANYWAY
found a photographer in my city
already talking ideas and priced
and have a WHOLE DAY booked with a really awesome well known tattooist so ACE!!!
but seriously...stop the creepy...
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ANYWAY
found a photographer in my city
already talking ideas and priced
and have a WHOLE DAY booked with a really awesome well known tattooist so ACE!!!
but seriously...stop the creepy...
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pennylezy:
hahahaha... I know!!! guys are kind of creepy and perverts... that's a thing that worries me a little when my set is released. I do these for the fun... I'm not deseperately in need for apreciation....!!!
take care, have a nice week!!
take care, have a nice week!!
I really want to become a suicidegirl like so urgently. But why are photographers so darn expensive?
I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I...
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I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I...
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cudnovati:
hi, make sure you join this group before your first attempt for a SG set. read the threads, the comments and just get familiar with what is expected from a set or a hopeful. best of luck
pennylezy:
you're beautifull, u know? u dont need any expensive photographer!! I bet your session will be rather interesting...
Trying to look after my man tonight. He is very ill. But it's so hard to I wish there was more I could do. He is so unhappy. It's so horrible seeing him this way nothing I can do to make it better.
I don't even know what to do.
Getting new tattoo but havent decided yet between pin up bettie page or a corset,...
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nothing I can do to make it better.
I don't even know what to do.
Getting new tattoo but havent decided yet between pin up bettie page or a corset,...
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nickstone:
Let your heart speak and follow the idea. xoxo
xoxoI'm haunted every day by the choices i have made,
and that's something i couldn't say to just anyone.
I spent my best years on the road.
done my share of rambling,
think i'll head back to my home.
but no where ever seems
like it's the only place for me.
so as much as i don't want to be alone, i gotta leave.
Sometimes...
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and that's something i couldn't say to just anyone.
I spent my best years on the road.
done my share of rambling,
think i'll head back to my home.
but no where ever seems
like it's the only place for me.
so as much as i don't want to be alone, i gotta leave.
Sometimes...
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henrykissinger:
The last stanza rings so true.
livindeadgirl:
hey, just browsing and saw ur profile,I feel every word of that poem..
JennyBean is getting fit for first suicidegirl set 
The man and I have been running and using our rowing machine and not eating pizza and chips EVERY night!! We are eating stir frys and cous cous with chicken or quorn chicken Yeah we still eat junk food but we are trying to go running every night. We started this week and only missed one day...
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The man and I have been running and using our rowing machine and not eating pizza and chips EVERY night!! We are eating stir frys and cous cous with chicken or quorn chicken
Yeah we still eat junk food but we are trying to go running every night. We started this week and only missed one day... Read More
klausbuben:
You look plenty good right now, but good luck with the getting fit routine!
Sooooooooo I don't feel fantastic. Nobody has to read this or anything its more just for my own piece of mind. Not for comments or anything. Its too long to read anyway 
I love my boy so much. I do. And I know I love him more than he loves me, he always says he loves me more but I just don't feel it. I...
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I love my boy so much. I do. And I know I love him more than he loves me, he always says he loves me more but I just don't feel it. I...
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Sexy school girl uniforms ARE fun
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duv:
fo sho!
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blueudder:
Especially taking them off 
Got to do my set soon. Probably next week. Get everything sorted, clothes, setting, hair etc. Then get busy
So vote for me people if you see it up here!
The cheek piercings are not so sexy lately, gooey and trying to heal hmmmm sexy
I think I'm a bit too loved up aswell, got to calm myself down and not be too excited or...
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So vote for me people if you see it up here!
The cheek piercings are not so sexy lately, gooey and trying to heal hmmmm sexy
I think I'm a bit too loved up aswell, got to calm myself down and not be too excited or...
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obijonk:
it wasnt meant to be patronising at all... i was just saying trying to be helpful. sorry :S
xsundanc3x:
Sweet awesome!! It also helps to have some one you are comfortable with taking the pictures of your naughty bits.
Also iamlink is right. I don't get any type of notification when you reply to my comments on your own blog. I meant to tell you but I forgot and I didn't mind putting in the extra effort to check the cute girls blog to see if she replied to me lol. So for future reference replys go on the other persons blog I expect one soon!
Also iamlink is right. I don't get any type of notification when you reply to my comments on your own blog. I meant to tell you but I forgot and I didn't mind putting in the extra effort to check the cute girls blog to see if she replied to me lol. So for future reference replys go on the other persons blog
I expect one soon! I want to be healthier...
So from today no more chocolate every single day!! and cookies!!
Now it's special K, bran flakes, yoghurts (and of course the ...occasionaly... pop tart hehe)
And vegetables.
Knowing me I will definately cheat but as long as I don't eat that crap every single day!!
My boy and I are going to start using that 300 rowing machine we...
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So from today no more chocolate every single day!! and cookies!!
Now it's special K, bran flakes, yoghurts (and of course the ...occasionaly... pop tart hehe)
And vegetables.
Knowing me I will definately cheat but as long as I don't eat that crap every single day!!
My boy and I are going to start using that 300 rowing machine we...
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