I really want to become a suicidegirl like so urgently. But why are photographers so darn expensive?
I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I am one of the most self deprecating people in the world. I feel worthless, useless and just like I don't matter and I dont make a difference. I also want my man to be proud of me. I want to step out of this shell and say yeah I did something that terrified me!
SO
instead of putting it off and off and off, I shall get my tattoo done and keep up the ecervising and then do these pictures. I always wait for something to happen, like I want to work for the RSPCA but I just am not doing it. I keep thinking I have to wait to do something, like I have to wait to get qualifications or something but I don't.
I will do this set I'm quite excited for myself but also for my boyfriend, he can say his girlfriend is a suicidegirl haha
I'm trying to download photoshop now so that my boyfriend can take my pictures and I can make them look half decent on the computer. Then download all the forms from suicide girls and do it. I need this confidence boost.
You see, in the real world I am one of the most self deprecating people in the world. I feel worthless, useless and just like I don't matter and I dont make a difference. I also want my man to be proud of me. I want to step out of this shell and say yeah I did something that terrified me!
SO
instead of putting it off and off and off, I shall get my tattoo done and keep up the ecervising and then do these pictures. I always wait for something to happen, like I want to work for the RSPCA but I just am not doing it. I keep thinking I have to wait to do something, like I have to wait to get qualifications or something but I don't.
I will do this set I'm quite excited for myself but also for my boyfriend, he can say his girlfriend is a suicidegirl haha
cudnovati:
hi, make sure you join this group before your first attempt for a SG set. read the threads, the comments and just get familiar with what is expected from a set or a hopeful. best of luck
pennylezy:
you're beautifull, u know? u dont need any expensive photographer!! I bet your session will be rather interesting...