Well, hello. I am here alone. I have to do some schoolwork, but I am not in the mood. I just want to drink.
I've been all depressed today and last night. I hate the shit that happens to me. I am such a loving and giving person, I don't know why a lot of the people around me are mean to me. I don't deserve. Never have. I finally undestand that. But now, I have no choice. I can't even stand up for myself. Everything I do is pointless. I don't get, I just don't. I deserve a lot better.
I know I always ask for someone to get me drunk. But this time, I'm begging for someone to get me a beer!!!
Since i have no beer, and nothing to do, I may take a shower, and some pics afterwards...
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So, I did just that. I've been taking pics. Fuck, taking pics of yourself is fucking hard. I'm exhausted. I am trying to decide if I want to post them or not. A lot of them are not that good, and I gained weight, and I hat emyself for it, but I promise I'll loose some for the next time I take pics. Oh shit...I guess I should get dressed before I do anything else....oops.
I've been all depressed today and last night. I hate the shit that happens to me. I am such a loving and giving person, I don't know why a lot of the people around me are mean to me. I don't deserve. Never have. I finally undestand that. But now, I have no choice. I can't even stand up for myself. Everything I do is pointless. I don't get, I just don't. I deserve a lot better.
I know I always ask for someone to get me drunk. But this time, I'm begging for someone to get me a beer!!!
Since i have no beer, and nothing to do, I may take a shower, and some pics afterwards...
------------------------------------Edit:
So, I did just that. I've been taking pics. Fuck, taking pics of yourself is fucking hard. I'm exhausted. I am trying to decide if I want to post them or not. A lot of them are not that good, and I gained weight, and I hat emyself for it, but I promise I'll loose some for the next time I take pics. Oh shit...I guess I should get dressed before I do anything else....oops.
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Sweetie, I hope you feel much better very soon. No one deserves to be mistreated. Don't let them get you down. You're gorgeous and sweet and you've got a cute hubby. What else do you need?