well, i feel like i've screwed up another chance for working. i applied to the pepsi bottlling company and i just turned down the interview. why....because i have a bad back that acts up on me and i'm such a fat ass at the current time. they wanted a merchandiser who could lift 45 lbs for 8 hours a day and be able to push and pull up to 250 lbs. i just don't have faith in that so i'm going to have to find a nice desk job or some kind of light duty. i'm such a wuss sometimes but i feel i was right about this. i can't hurt my back anymore and i have to lose a ton of weight. i kind of wish i could have done that job, it kind of sounded like fun....i wish my back wasn't even an issue.
fuck....
fuck....





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So I'm sitting here with my bong, Reno 911 and a bunch of clean laundry to fold. It's a pretty good combo!