things are really weird right now. in addition to the recent relationship and emotional problems, now kara is having health problems. i am very worried about her even tho it's something that can probably be easily fixed. i feel bad that i can't do anything.
also, i have to hold in my problems because it wouldn't be right of me to keep looking to her for support right now when she is having a big problem of her own. not that it is at all her fault. i just can't get the normal love and support from her that i have been needing most recently and that's hard. but i need to be there for her right now, so i'm trying to deal with my issues on my own,
i just want everything to be fixed and back to normal. fast forward me to next year.
also, i have to hold in my problems because it wouldn't be right of me to keep looking to her for support right now when she is having a big problem of her own. not that it is at all her fault. i just can't get the normal love and support from her that i have been needing most recently and that's hard. but i need to be there for her right now, so i'm trying to deal with my issues on my own,
i just want everything to be fixed and back to normal. fast forward me to next year.