Not really sure how I should feel on the matter. I mean, I guess I can finally feel a release, you know? Kinda like a weight's been lifted not only on my shoulders, but on my chest as well. That would be fine, wonderful in fact. Or, I could feel a bit of desperation, or something of the sorts. A feel of loss, regret, anguish, as such. I mean, I could even be enraged, bloodthirsty, or even violent towards the matter for not understanding, or worse, understanding it completely well and this is my reaction. I don't know, and I can't figure it out. It's almost frightening, but I can't understand why. Nothing bad is happening to me, physically and I should be happy.. but my mind is at war with my feelings. I mean, how would you feel if your ex made it abundently clear it was truely over after 2 years of waiting to tell me via "receiving 1 personal item I had exchanged to her for gratitude and love". For example, one's hoodie she used to sleep in that I used to wear before I met her.
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