I used to post about my life on here, I stopped for a while because It was stressful enough for me just living my life, let alone writing about it too. Well, here goes nothing.
Over the past two years I've been through what I can only describe as a fucking nightmare. I don't want to dwell on the details of it but it started...
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Over the past two years I've been through what I can only describe as a fucking nightmare. I don't want to dwell on the details of it but it started...
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astraltraveller:
I know a very good therapist that I have not actually 'used' as such as she is a great friend. So I can recommend this route but there are some shit ones out there too unfortunately, just like everything else.
dirtydoctor:
Sorry to hear that, I hope 2007 sees things improving for ya!
See the universe as a machine. This machine activates a sequence of events - a
swinging ball knocks a lever that activates a falling weight and so on, until a
cycle is completed by a second ball striking the first.
Now, each event is caused by the one preceding it. No matter how complex we make
the machine, how many stages operating in any direction,...
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swinging ball knocks a lever that activates a falling weight and so on, until a
cycle is completed by a second ball striking the first.
Now, each event is caused by the one preceding it. No matter how complex we make
the machine, how many stages operating in any direction,...
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We remember the beginning, when there was only the ocean, and the ocean was as vast as the sky.
And floating in the ocean there was a seed, tiny as a grain of sand, and as heavy as a great stone. Coiled tight inside it was a dream. This was the first dream, and it put out roots into the ocean. The only nourishment it...
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And floating in the ocean there was a seed, tiny as a grain of sand, and as heavy as a great stone. Coiled tight inside it was a dream. This was the first dream, and it put out roots into the ocean. The only nourishment it...
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Terrence Mckenna believed that we are here for a purpose. That our existence is not meaningless. We have been bought forth by the Earth to fulfill a purpose. This was part of his theory of novelty as an active force in the universe, the driving force behind events, in fact. This is demonstrably true. Without novel occurances, there is no progress of any sort. And...
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user209834982:
thank you
_panda_:
Thank you for joining my group.
Ten thousand years ago, in the Fertile Crescent of south west Asia, under the watchful eyes of the gods of ancient Mesopotamia and Egypt, an animal that had existed for 190,000 years in a state of egalitarian bliss was corrupted and enslaved by something truly evil.
Agriculture had come to be, and with it the concept of ownership, and civilisation. From that day on, a...
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Agriculture had come to be, and with it the concept of ownership, and civilisation. From that day on, a...
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ska_face:
Couldn't have put it better myself James_
deleteddelete:
You coming out this weekend mister underscore? It's been fucking ages!
But science can only be created by those who are thoroughly imbued with the aspiration toward truth and understanding. This source of feeling, however, springs from the sphere of religion. To this there also belongs the faith in the possibility that the regulations valid for the world of existence are rational, that is, comprehensible to reason. I cannot conceive of a genuine scientist without that...
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badams:
damn i love that crazy haired genius
you heard about that "intelligent design" theory? hate it... but i love the debate
you heard about that "intelligent design" theory? hate it... but i love the debate
badams:
haha - no a power station
a fairly dirty environment, but good fun. just took the photos to make it look shit, think if i wanted to i could make them look better/more fun/happier.
i like the one with the chair - reminds me of sawII.
intelligent design says to me.."we got this far... can't explain this bit... so... ermm... must be god"
just lazy... get your head down and sort it out.. you call yourself scientists?!?
why i outta...
a fairly dirty environment, but good fun. just took the photos to make it look shit, think if i wanted to i could make them look better/more fun/happier.
i like the one with the chair - reminds me of sawII.
intelligent design says to me.."we got this far... can't explain this bit... so... ermm... must be god"
just lazy... get your head down and sort it out.. you call yourself scientists?!?
why i outta...
You know how sometimes, you smoke too much weed, and you go crazy, but you actually dont, but you think you have, but you havent?
I wasnt sure what I was talking about, but judging by the looks of rapt attention on my two companions faces, It was important. Tonights healthy consumption of indole ring based compounds had woken the great bore within, there was...
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I wasnt sure what I was talking about, but judging by the looks of rapt attention on my two companions faces, It was important. Tonights healthy consumption of indole ring based compounds had woken the great bore within, there was...
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fatality:
You always have such good things to say
messyjessy:
interesting post about scientology
Right. I can't stand looking at that particularly melodramatic entry any longer 
Things are looking up at this end. Basically, all the bad shit that I was terrified was going to happen did, and I came out of it ok at the other end, so yeah. Things are much better.
Things are looking up at this end. Basically, all the bad shit that I was terrified was going to happen did, and I came out of it ok at the other end, so yeah. Things are much better.
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crackheidi:
Could be the for the best, I know my redundancy was, even though it was a royal pain in the arse.
Could be the for the best, I know my redundancy was, even though it was a royal pain in the arse.
creamygoodness:
Argh, what a terrible time to be made redundant. Hope you stumble through the holidays ok mister.
I have been away. Not in a physical sense, but spiritually I've been feeling pretty detatched for a while. Times of high stress always do this to me, I get so depersonalised and gain a truly flattened affect. People tell me it's like I'm not really there.
I threw a proper wobbly on Sunday, smashed up one of the signs outside work in a kind...
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I threw a proper wobbly on Sunday, smashed up one of the signs outside work in a kind...
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cureelise:
nice - just got done chatting with my james in amersham- he texted me around 9 this morning to get me up and online - he's one of the only people that I will wake up early for - we met thanks to SG - he just ran out to get some green . hehehehe - we are trying to figure out who smoke more - me or him-
cureelise:
just got through some stuff that we just harvested - and we usually go through a quarter within a week or an eighth