Lonliness is a funny thing. I am not alone and yet I can feel it so intensly. It's kinda hollow, wooden. I am feeling hungry for love latley. I want to be kissed and held and pet. I miss my husband, if you cant tell. He isnt home much and when he is he is still absent.
I know that with love comes marriage and with marriage things slow. It cant all be passion and heat......but........I dont think this is right either. He seems irritated when I ask for attention.
No. No tears. Not now.
I feel too young to be so boring to him. I dont know what I can do to make him want me more. I am not talking about sex. I am talking about me being important to him. I dont feel like I rank.
God. How lame am I? Broadcasting my marital problems.
Forget it.
I know that with love comes marriage and with marriage things slow. It cant all be passion and heat......but........I dont think this is right either. He seems irritated when I ask for attention.
No. No tears. Not now.
I feel too young to be so boring to him. I dont know what I can do to make him want me more. I am not talking about sex. I am talking about me being important to him. I dont feel like I rank.
God. How lame am I? Broadcasting my marital problems.
Forget it.
They say communication is key, but it sounds like you're trying. Try a weekend getaway where you have his full attention. Men tend to get pretty fixated on things and often have difficulty separating themselves in order to focus on their families. I speak from personal experience.
It's not lame to share. You're just being honest. Keep trying. It sounds like it's worth it.