jamber

OH god!
I had a horroble night last night! A good friend of mine had her second child about 6 months ago. She has had a really rough time with 2 children and has had some depression and such. She spends alot of time at home and i dont see or hear much out of her. I thought i would just send her emails about thats going on with me and when she was ready she would get back to me. I wanted to be respectful of her situation and give her space.
I guess that was a bad move.
She sent me this email last night:

So... It seems every time I get a communication from you it is all
about your training, your class, your baby, your new ideas. I am a
person in this friendship too! I know you have a lot going on in your
life, but so do I. I also know I participate in the one-sidedness
because I like talking to you, listening to you, and "advising" you (or
at least, giving my opinion) on what's going on in your life. Lately I
have not been volunteering much about my life to you because it seems
you are self-focussed. I think our friendship would be better if we
both tried a little harder.

AHGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What the FUCK!!!???
she is taking it as me being SELF CENTERED? That email is so totally inacurate! At least i have tried to keep the lines of communication open! So, then i emailed her back and told her she was a shitty friend and used a lot of cuss words. We then has a talk on the phone where we both cried and all that crap. I dont know where we stand right now..........