jae_murder

even as the sun is shining

it feels just like
cold lonesome winter

all around me

days like today (in the middle of the winter)
when the sun shines,
you drive with the widows down,
and you are in love,
life seems so much easier.

you get the car
ill get the map



we made a record high here in boulder colorado yesterday. 70 degrees on may 8th.

too bad its going to ber cold as hell tomorrow.... my day off.

hello??!! i have one more drink till i have to sleep, someone talk to me!!!

for 5 years now
ive watched you
wash your face
and feed your cat

from my back porch

for 5 years now
ive seen you
fall in love
and die of heart break

from my bedroom window

for 5 years now
youve seemed so perfect
so etheral
and so sweet

in my dreams

ooooh come on. someone just talk to me. aim = caseofnowayout

even though
the sun was shining
all year long

my memories
remain dark


and my bed stays cold

going out to dinner last night with joe was really fun, the food was awesome and the people at the restraunt were really really strange, so it was good times all around.

but then i got really tired

and i was boring

maybe tonight i will feel better

my wonderful boyfriend
really surprised me today

with some beautiful flowers

and a new book that i really really really wanted to read!!!!!!!!!!!!


it was so sweet. i know i know, it sounds sappy and all, but it really put a smile on my face and made me so very happy. little things like that just make my life so wonderful.