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wow thank you to whoever reactivated my SG account?


no idea who it was but it was totally random and unexpected XD and i just found it tonight in my email that i actualyl never even check anymore... so i guess it was a lucky thing? hehe

shoudl be interesting to be back! confused
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i'm so sorry guys.... i hate saying this.. but right now i just cant afford SG frown i have bills and things that have to be paid first and i should have canceled this two months ago... i just dont want to though! *cries*... well.. christmas isnt far off.. maybe i can convince someone to give me enough money to pay for a few months of...
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neumie:
Welcome back?
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annalee:
...and I offer the same to you kiss
jay_blank:
Thanks my friend! How are you doing? Hope your well.....still looking forward to more 3 am pics.
take care smile
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hey well not to much going on.. figured it was time for an update on this thing... things have been going a little bit better lately as long as i dont let my imagination and doubt run away with me lol... missing my bf a lot... i hate not being able to see him more than once a week, but thats what i have to...
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jay_blank:
Very cool! Keep me posted on that.....that's great!

f1ssure:
That is awesome. Good luck putting together the business plan. They are really not that hard to pull together once you sit down and think everything through.
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why does it seem... that everything just keeps goingn WRONG.. keeps getting worse...

like over the weekend i was sick.. so i barely have enough money to make ends meet.... i dont mind having my best friend live with me.. it does mean i'm supporting her until she gets paid from her new job.. which is stressing me out more and more because its less...
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kingskottie:
oh yeh... i love the delaware coast... i'm from OCEAN CITY maryland... so i know about dogfish head beer... do you?
kingskottie:
love
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good news: i got my internet back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

bad news: my car has problems... something now with the muffler... the front brakes/router thingies are about to go and i still need a ball bearing pressed into my passenger side wheel and a new rear.... blech...

this means... yep i gotta sell the horses and hope they sell soon and fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i need to get up...
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annalee:
Thank you I hope so too. I know what you mean about the painting looking alive, I think he did a great job. Hope you have a nice weekend smile
seespot:
say you don't have any examples of your work up here do you?
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not to much of an update right now.. just exhausted.... helped ship a friend off to GA with her bf this past week, moved melzie's stuff out of the apartment in like an hour and a half *crrrazy*.... realize i dont have enough money to do anything i want....

am DIEING to have my internet back again.. *sob* ... looks like we'll get it back...
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jay_blank:
Man, it'd be a shame to sell those horses...unless you really don't want them. I definitely think you need to pull a fast one and get your 'net back on the sly. Hell, if you're paying for it...why not?

I'd like to see the Ittykay catalogue when you have time.
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YAY well melanie just got a job today smile took 20minutes for her to fill out the app.. then get hired smile she starts orientation wed smile happiness!

looks like she's going to be moving in with me on a more perminant basis.. we just need to talk to my parents about it.. just so they dont freak out and get mad that i didnt "ask" their permission.......
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jay_blank:
Hey, looking forward to those pics! If your mom gets all upset that you didn't ask first, remind her that she didn't ask you before cutting off the internet!!!! Take that mom!

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AHH new pictures XD.......

we girls had fun at Nocturne Wed night!!! i saw Squeak and gave her a hug and melzie her friend amanda and i just danced the night away... well.. they did.., i was freaking EXHAUSTED cuz i worked and stuff too.. but it was still fun...

then on the way back.. we took pictures!! smile...

here's one of them!.... u can...
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ittykay:
OH yeah i forgot to mention... i MADE the skirt and "leg warmers" that very night lol... u cant tell but they leg warmers criss-cross tie in the back which is how they're stayin on!!! i was so proud of myself
jay_blank:
Those are HOT! That's awesome that you made those..hahaha...

Sounds like you had a blast!
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well... things arent going great... in fact i feel like they keep getting worse and worse..

i'm so depressed.. and i just dont know what to do right now...

it looks like its coming down to the fact that i'm goign to have to break up with my boyfriend... after everything i've done.. after everything i've gone through.. after all my efforts and hard work.....
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jay_blank:
I'm really sorry to hear that, Ittykay. It's never easy, but it sounds like you're making the right decision. Better to break it off now than live miserable. As much as it hurts now, you'll be better off in the long run. (keep in mind, this is coming from a guy that know's almost nothing of your situation....take what I say for what it's worth)

You have to do what makes you happy.

I'll be around if you want to message me and vent.

ooo aaa
freakastang:
in my experience the baggage gets heavier as time goes on and if its hard now its gonna get harder. if you dont experience more than one thing in life you havent experienced life. if signs are pointing towards ending it now and moving on then you make your decision and do it completely. you wont know what or who is out there unless you take a second and look around. you dont want to wake up in 20 years regreting what you may have missed out on.
whatever choice you make, do it completely. just my opinion on relationships.