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Friday Aug 13, 2010

Aug 13, 2010
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ok. so I've said this before but I'm going to say it again, I've been a terrible updater/blogger/writer/anything on here and it's resulted in what I feel is a loss of some good friendships. no excuse though everyone should know that it's partially due to me not having internet access at the house and partially due to being on bedrest through the majority of the last half of my pregnancy. (bedrest is AWFUL!!!! sure, it's alright the first couple of days and then after that you come down with a major case of cabin fever after losing your freedom.) (however, being on bedrest has allowed this little guy to stay in the oven...I went into preterm labor twice now and the doc wasn't too happy about it.)

amongst other things, Martini's letter and care package never got to her apparently and I was too cheap to put insurance on it....I owe her big time.

baby shower was amazing. we got so much...nothing will have to be bought on our own, really. which is good since I was forced to take maternity leave early and J is the only one working.

I've been journaling like a fiend at home...I will have to start tranferring entries...

anyhow, I'm taking myself off private and allowing members to friend request me temporarily as a show of good faith and to be more social. I miss this site and everyone on it. I will faithfully be on at least once a week (if not more) until I can start driving places again.

hooray.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I've come to terms with hang ups I've had for quite a while now. while there is still a twinge of annoyance relating to the subject, I have long ago stopped feeling pangs of jealousy or the itch of being threatened. it feels good. I have come to the realization that I am not inferior in any way...that I am sexier, more attractive, of better character, respected more and have more talent. blogging and poetry abilities aren't what I expected or thought them to be and really don't have any deeper insight than a cheap one night stand. I've always been intimidated to write my feelings as i do, thinking it would be ridiculed...it would be because of petty circumstances, but at least I know that's where it stops. I'm not impressed. you reap what you sew, that much is true. and for all the work that's gone into the facade you've created for yourself, you fail in living up to your own facinating stories. you are the most shallow and hollow person I've ever known, the most selfish and quite possibly the least interesting. but keep on doing what you're doing if it makes you feel better, my dear.



I'd love to actually start doing sets again after I have the baby...and I'm in a position where I'm willing (and have time to) travel. please bother me about this.

xoxo.

p.s. nearly 37 weeks....not much more to go now.... biggrin


VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
legman:
biggrinkiss
Aug 13, 2010
78walk:
Good to see you here - best wishes for a smooth delivery!
Aug 14, 2010

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