i'm drunk. so forgive everything i say.
the feeling of aloneness is so palpable right now. i'm sure it has a lot to do with my friends' perfect fucking relationship. how fucking cuddly-wuddly they are. but i want to fucking cuddle. i want someone to be overly concerned when i cute my arm. i want someone to give me a nickname. i want some to light my cigarettes. i want what they have goddamnit. and i hate that about myself.
i had a sex dream about nick last night. sex dreams are better than ohmygodwe'restillinloveandtheworldisperfect dreams. but still...
i want to fastforward one year. i want to be who i'm working on being.
i kind of feel like i'm going to throw up. so i should go to bed. leave me love. think good thoughts for and about me. and i wish millions of pounds of happiness arrive on your doorstep by morning. (doesn't have to be in the form of your own elephant. that's just what i want)
wet, sloppy, giggly drunk kisses to you all.
the feeling of aloneness is so palpable right now. i'm sure it has a lot to do with my friends' perfect fucking relationship. how fucking cuddly-wuddly they are. but i want to fucking cuddle. i want someone to be overly concerned when i cute my arm. i want someone to give me a nickname. i want some to light my cigarettes. i want what they have goddamnit. and i hate that about myself.
i had a sex dream about nick last night. sex dreams are better than ohmygodwe'restillinloveandtheworldisperfect dreams. but still...
i want to fastforward one year. i want to be who i'm working on being.
i kind of feel like i'm going to throw up. so i should go to bed. leave me love. think good thoughts for and about me. and i wish millions of pounds of happiness arrive on your doorstep by morning. (doesn't have to be in the form of your own elephant. that's just what i want)
wet, sloppy, giggly drunk kisses to you all.
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leaving you love, hope you had a better night.