Huge rant here! Just had to get it out of my system.
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I'm not a pushover, I'm nice. I'm not weak, I'm strong, strong enough to support others. I respect people, I care about them. I consider their situation. I put those I care about in front of me. I put those who are a good person in front of me. Only because I don't always need to be first. When I need to come first I put myself there. I have. It doesn't happen much because sometimes, it's just who a person is. I've heard a couple times today that I'm to nice. FUCK there isn't enough nice people in this world. I wish people would stop seeing nice as weak. Just because someone is nice and generally cares about people doesn't mean there weak. I'm actually evil sometimes. Down right malicious , selfcentered and evil. Gah, not everything is black and white. Yes, sometimes I am to forgiving, and forget WAY to easily. I have yet to be in a harmful situation or be hurt for longer then a tiny bit. I don't even rember the times people have hurt me anymore. Cause it doesn't matter. I know I did the good thing, I know I was a good person so maybe one day they will look back feel like shit and be nice to someone else. That's all I can hope. Pay it foward. I just want to look people in the eyes and say don't care about me if you can't handle who I am. I will always be that girl who gets frustrated vents, try's to solve the problem, and can turn my own frown into a smile with in 15 minutes. I will always try to help those in need, even if the problem is self brought. I can't even rember where I was going with this rant/tangent. I'm just frustrated with people telling me I'm to nice and I'm being walked on. I understand a situation that I'm in 100% just because you don't... BLAH... I give up. I just wish people would stop thinking that someone who is nice to others is weak. It's crazy. So lets all just hold hands and be friends, think about others and care bout them.
There are ways to help people with out hurting them. Just because your helping them, doesn't mean hurting, disabling them, or anything negative. Everyone needs a shoulder. EVERYONE!
My weekend was fantastic Friday at the beach AMAZING! Took a shit ton good photo's with kallee Saturday bbq was great. Couldn't have asked for a better group of people. Sunday was just so relaxing it felt good. Mickey made us all dinner!! I was diaspointed in the Hero's ending last night though. Oh wells.
Just because someone is nice and generally cares about people doesn't mean there weak.
I personally think there's a great deal of strength found in kindness.
I luff yer face!!