invalidation

haha r00l. got a writeup at work for being 5 min late! hehe. And subsequently belittled and harrassed. My job rawks! Oh well, I'm sure if I were allowed to get sufficent sleep, I would have been in on time (like all last week). That's ok. I'll just remember that next time the store's in a bind I won't stay overnight until 6 hours before...
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Uugh. I feel sick. Ate way too much really good chinese food. Then watched a couple dvd's that emocore wanted us to see. Very cool stuff. Some comedy (can't think of the name and too lazy to look it up) and a DVD full of music vids produced by Chris Cunningham ("Come to Daddy" - Apex Twin, "Only You" - Portishead, a few others). Then...
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Son of a fuck. I had this long ass post typed out and clicked something on the page and it wiped out. Incoming redo...

Goals (as of 04-01-16):

Primary:
1: Finish up my Degree
2: Develop possible work contacts in Shreveport-Bossier City and/or Northeastern New Jersey area.
3: Possibly get the fuck out of Shreveport-Bossier.
4: Terminate Sarah Connor.

Secondary:
1: Clean my room. Holy...
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Booring night.

Other than being AIM blocked (had to pull out a relatively old screenname that I used to use to mess around with a friend online), nothing really going on.

Yeah. People really burn me some times. I was trying to think of their feeling on the matter, they just got upset. It all comes from an AIM convo tonight.

Me and a Aurora83...
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So there's this girl I know. She's a real sweetheart. She gave me her number and told me to call her. Well I've been kind of unable to until fairly recently. So I finally get the time and the balls up to give a call. The number's disconnected Oh well. I figured I guess that's life.

So the next night (after I last attempt to...
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*sigh* I just wish for once that a girl would want me as much as I want her.

Oh well, that's shitty 'ol life, eh?

Edit (2006): Lucky man.

Weee. Boring day. Worked. Went to ihop for some dinner. Had some guy start talking to me about his job at one of the local casinos. All because I decided to give a "you don't know wtf you're talking about" look when he was saying something (trying to sound more impressive than anything else) trying to help out the overly cute waitress. So he just...
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Circumstance. It is a blessing. It is a curse.

Circumstance. Circle. Circular. Circumfrence. Stance. A stance. Standing. Standing a stance. Circumstance. A circular stance. A stance around a circumference. Standing around a circle. A circle. An infinite. Standing around the infinite. The infinite. The never ending line. Continuous. Standing around the continuous. Standing around the line. The ever changing line of indefinite origin. The origin....
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Aurora83's, Revinant + Miss Morbus's mom (well mom-in-law in one instance heh) got into a nasty fight with the sidewalk today and lost.

Thankfully she'll be ok and just a pen in the wrist. But that really sucks. I'll have to give her a call and see how she's doing.

So that's pretty much the hilight of the night. Gave Aurora83 a ride to get...
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weeee drinky for me.

let me see/..

emotions suck. i wish i didnt feel a thing. itd be so much easier. noone would hurt me and my stupid little mind swouldnt hurt myself. Ahhh I hate you. hate hate hate you.

a&w + wild turkey is the bomb. or just wild turkey straight up.

I wish I cold erase the last 7 years and specific...
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