im off to norfolk for a few days to help a friend with knife vending business. im hoping time away from this shit hole pa will do me some good. atleast i know im not going to get burnt by this friend because he feels more like family than a friend. doesnt help that het cuts me killer deals on all sorts of knives and...
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merlowe:
I would love to check out the show..wish I coulda but since I can't here you go..hope it helps!!
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zeppers:
Just to share the awful news. Jason (inkedgreaser) aka my very dear friend who i've known for years. was found in a fatal car accident thursday night/friday morning with my uncle. he won't be on sg anymore obviously 
I have had it i cant take it anymore depression is only getting worse. thought some one was intrested only to find out it was a set up and almost got jumped. i really cant deal with this anymore. i have lost any sence of anything im loosing grip on realality. i dont see my counciler till the 19 i cant get to a shrink...
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misfit762:
Man, I'm sorry to hear that you are having a rough time. Depression sucks. But you can not give up. Please hang in there, man, you are not alone!
trailor_slut:
im here.. im in the same boat.. im drowning. and no one gives a fuck..
so again im blown off for a date. nothing changes ever. everyone says pick your self up and dust yourself off....thats alot easier said than done. its really starting to get old and im worn out. between depression anxiety and stress being blown off is only making things worse. its gotten to the point that i dont think im ment to be with someone. i...
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heartbaker:
A lot of the time people feel that way cause they are going after the wrong type of people
inkedgreaser:
it seems like everyone to be honest.
so again im overly stressed back to the dr to get diffrent meds seeing as im allergic to what they gave me yesterday. im trying to be strong but im not having nightmares of things in my life that im trying to deal with so its back to insominia. im also sitting here puzzled by why i can not get a date when i see...
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inkedgreaser:
to be honest its really adding stress and depression to my life. i am constantly blaming my self. no matter what i do its never good enough for anyone. im just a wallet nothing more.
misfit762:
They are right. You gotta hang in there, man. Things will change for the better. Just gotta keep plugging away at it. Keep moving forward.
I'm back on the single scene after nearly 4 years. Not what I wanted, but we don't always get that. I refuse to let it get me down or stop me from moving on. That doesn't mean I don't feel pain or get sad. I do. Then I pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep going.
I'm back on the single scene after nearly 4 years. Not what I wanted, but we don't always get that. I refuse to let it get me down or stop me from moving on. That doesn't mean I don't feel pain or get sad. I do. Then I pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep going.
well went to dr got new meds told im supposed to see a shrink and go to counciling. first off its kinda hard for me to open up to a complete stranger who is going to judge me as soon as i walk in the door. yes i admit i do still carry some personal problems that i still dealing with from times past. meds...
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tntkatie:
i went to school for social work, so i can assume there is someone else out there who did who is tattooed and pierced like i am.
also, they aren't judging. i promise. that doesn't even come into your mind when with a client. there so much else to be focused on. truly.
also, they aren't judging. i promise. that doesn't even come into your mind when with a client. there so much else to be focused on. truly.
mythryl:
I've dealt with many counselors and I ahve to agree with Katie it seems unsettling but really these peopletruly care and want to help. I had one who I went to for most of my teens years and he was amazing. When I lost my insurance he continued to see me free of charge becuase he knew I wanted to continue my sessions with him. Find one that you really click with and you'll love it.
off to the dr to find out why my depression is only gettign worse. maybe im just saddend by so called normal society. so far being on here i have met some great people and have tryied to help im sorry they couldnt but the thought does mean alot to me that strangers do still try to help one another.
throughnthrough:
we do try to help, no matter how little it may do...i struggle with alot of depression/anxiety too. The doctor is going to be your best bet- there are a lot of meds out there nowadays that are like miracles for the people who need them/ respond well to them...if you ever need to chat or vent though- i'm here for you, guy! i hope all goes well with the appointment! 
scratamus:
that is so sad
that is so sad its the same thing all over again. i was used because of my kindness, and nothing more. Seems this will never change. heart broken yet again. its getting harder and harder to see anything positive. Just once i wish someone would actually want to be with me for me. aparently that is always to much to ask.
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inkedgreaser:
its what ever i have given up. im tired of feeling nothing but lonlyness and pain
inkedgreaser:
its what ever i give up
im trying to find where to draw strength from to give me patience. im walking a very very thin line with something in my life i need to take it slow ......i dont know if i have the strength not to push.....just once i wish something other than heart break and pain would come easy.
People ask me why do you go to the strip clubs all the time. My reply if you know me it really isint any different than any of my previous relationships .......they always want my money and in return i get no sex. So really its like my personal life continued. It's my life and the hand I was dealt.
throughnthrough:
lol- funny blog- and thanks for the add!
im really starting to wonder if buying a mustang was a smart choice. Pennsylvania winters suck calling for another 4-8 inches again tonight where i live. if im lucky they might have the roads done.....who am i kidding.
zeppers:
when did you get a mustang?
darkclowny:
wahouuu !! you're so cute with your spike !!