That '7' survey made me realize that my long term goals are few and far between. oh well.
Kind of a nice day...set design, bookstoring, mall..buhhh i suck at clothes shopping. secondhand bookstore acquisition #18598754975- no sad poetry today, perhaps tomorrow or the next day if my heart is broken on schedule? instead, a book by the highly-vulgar comic creator Miguel Angel Martin psychopathia sexualis...
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Kind of a nice day...set design, bookstoring, mall..buhhh i suck at clothes shopping. secondhand bookstore acquisition #18598754975- no sad poetry today, perhaps tomorrow or the next day if my heart is broken on schedule? instead, a book by the highly-vulgar comic creator Miguel Angel Martin psychopathia sexualis...
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ceraphim2:
i feel that!
tadzi:
goals are for people who have time 
Here's that thing...
1. Seven things to do before I die:
1) Go to thailand and buy my family a really nice home
2) Work/live overseas even for just a little while
3) Be part of something big
4) Learn how to play the harp
5) Find love
6) Be a sideshow performer
7) Open a club and call it The Cat's Ass
2. Seven...
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1. Seven things to do before I die:
1) Go to thailand and buy my family a really nice home
2) Work/live overseas even for just a little while
3) Be part of something big
4) Learn how to play the harp
5) Find love
6) Be a sideshow performer
7) Open a club and call it The Cat's Ass
2. Seven...
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incorect:
what happened to you?
In a recent study, researchers could not train blue jays to postpone their desire.
Saturday night was all too strange. Handing out drugs like it's christmas because if i didn't..well, I'd be in a world of shit. So roach "won" the other third of my $200 E lot, dani, jay and alex split the white and I made it through Saturday night on alcohol alone....
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Saturday night was all too strange. Handing out drugs like it's christmas because if i didn't..well, I'd be in a world of shit. So roach "won" the other third of my $200 E lot, dani, jay and alex split the white and I made it through Saturday night on alcohol alone....
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ceraphim2:
attack attack attack, its tuesday, the most boring day of the week. i bet a lot of suicide goes on on tuesdays. 
ceraphim2:
tag
ok so i know it doesn't seem like something you'd really fill out but i was interested to know how you would! have a good day!
ok so i know it doesn't seem like something you'd really fill out but i was interested to know how you would! have a good day!
In a recent study, researchers could not train blue jays to postpone their desire.
Saturday night was all too strange. I hate Dani. Big time.
lately I have felt in great need of scenery and sweet company, i can tell you i am very shy and it is rare that i feel like meeting anyone...shakey thought pattern., sorry friend. She ought to call me over...
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Saturday night was all too strange. I hate Dani. Big time.
lately I have felt in great need of scenery and sweet company, i can tell you i am very shy and it is rare that i feel like meeting anyone...shakey thought pattern., sorry friend. She ought to call me over...
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autumnfade:
I love Blue Jays even after they atacked my sisters many years ago, I got a feeder under a window and every mourning they wake my ass up! I wish I could write like you , a nice flow- Peace
No rehab til monday. Joy. So i'm going out tonight. Thug lyfe, street money what? Keepin' it gangsta. Constantly gangsta..you know in my Dior tie and lacoste sweater..yeah sure.
I want to do something to my hair...maybe in a few weeks I'll reverse it? Or keep cutting the sides? let it go...Do I miss having a respectable haircut? I want to cut the longer hair...
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I want to do something to my hair...maybe in a few weeks I'll reverse it? Or keep cutting the sides? let it go...Do I miss having a respectable haircut? I want to cut the longer hair...
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iggy:
sorry i called you while i was drunk last night. I was really fucking wasted. I promise it will never happen again....
I might go to qxts tonight...but then again....i might not.
I might go to qxts tonight...but then again....i might not.
ceraphim2:
i hope i can get time off of work this summer again! im taking 10 days off!
Today was one of those days that made me want to drink Drano. Marlena picked me up earlier in the day, we hung out at her place for a while. Can't imagine why she'd want to hang out on Valentine's day...[sarcasm] Well, it was kinda cute. In that "neither-of-us-have-dates" sort of way. It's hard for me to turn her down..I like her and I'm a...
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ceraphim2:
hahahaha, homicide, you rock so much.
i love reading your entries, they're always completely thought vivid. and in case you've never heard...
there was a man that drank that shit to kill himself, but they got him in time and sent him to the hospital, they saved him. they took part of his intestines to rebuild his esophagus(spelling?) except it didn't have an parastalsys(spelling again?) so they put it on the outside of his ribcage and he had to push the food down manually everytime he ate. life could be worse... but have a great night!
i love reading your entries, they're always completely thought vivid. and in case you've never heard...
there was a man that drank that shit to kill himself, but they got him in time and sent him to the hospital, they saved him. they took part of his intestines to rebuild his esophagus(spelling?) except it didn't have an parastalsys(spelling again?) so they put it on the outside of his ribcage and he had to push the food down manually everytime he ate. life could be worse... but have a great night!
tadzi:
i think id prefer slipping drano to other people. most of them are rather annoying. and if i was dead, then i couldnt annoy these people any more.
Venison by evening. i'm extremely happy to be deprived of a great many things come to think of it, it will be a month for minimalism, animalism...
Ended up going to QXTs lastnight afterall...encounters. This cute girl tells me she likes my style, asks who cuts my hair, buys me shots, dances with me, asks for my number, pulls me in for some drunken affection...."Oh!...
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Ended up going to QXTs lastnight afterall...encounters. This cute girl tells me she likes my style, asks who cuts my hair, buys me shots, dances with me, asks for my number, pulls me in for some drunken affection...."Oh!...
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tadzi:
significant others suck
ceraphim2:
happy valentines day incorect!
Tonight, I was going to go to dinner with my artfags and then go to QXTs with dani and liz (joy). I decided to do neither, instead I am going to stay in and work on my prints. Linoleum block printing...very satisfying, very dangerous, I cut myself four times within 15 minutes. In fact, I'm bleeding all over the damn keyboard 
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ceraphim2:
well she's in NJ which means not far off from NY she said she/d give me the tour of ny, sory mortypos i'mtrashed! again! did you get drunk ori s firdaly not considered a weekend. i hop we get to hnag out you! oh shit! 
ceraphim2:
ohhhh man. i feel like shit today. i made a total ass of myself last night. i remember being at this party with some band playing, and i got up and took the microphone and started singing. the singer wasn't happy, but the band kept playing, so i kept singing and wouldn't give it back, haha.
My worth as a human is calculated in calories. Get off the scale and fucking eat a cookie. Better yet, eat a fucking cake. Wanna lose some weight? blow your fucking head off, you'll look fabulous in a swimsuit. How did we ever date?
This week teetering between frustration and a strange blessed ignorance. I am frustrated with my loved ones, each one i would...
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This week teetering between frustration and a strange blessed ignorance. I am frustrated with my loved ones, each one i would...
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ceraphim2:
hey you! i took your advice and got smash-ed. so i'm makin the drunken posts tonight!(i'm typing very carefully with lots of backspacing) and hey listen i'll be your friend! i'm coming to new york to hang out with iggy and see the city in the beginning of march! now you have something keepin ya, so ha!
tadzi:
haha, thats the story of my life. ive always only had a small number of friends becuase most people prove to be self-serving assholes. i try to be as good a friend to the people i love as possible, and its really hard to not lose hope when 98% of the world doesnt behave in a likewise fashion.
and as for the girls i involve myself with...well, apparently im only attracted to (and only attract) emotionally broken women. because this seems to be the main characterstic that most of them share. if it wasnt for the fact i dont like penises, i think id have turned gay by now.
and as for the girls i involve myself with...well, apparently im only attracted to (and only attract) emotionally broken women. because this seems to be the main characterstic that most of them share. if it wasnt for the fact i dont like penises, i think id have turned gay by now.
This week, tonight decidedly, suffering from strange cabin fever. I absolutely love it when people say they'll call and then don't! Way cool! Or like when people say they're going to do something...and then don't do it. It's like "suprise! I totally had you thinking that I gave a shit!" Yeah, so much for dinner. Looks like another soup outta the can night.
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tadzi:
i think cabin fever is my most common disposition....my work schedule doesnt permit me to have fun...i work overnights and get off at like 6 in the morning, and theres not too many people who want to party at that hour. so sunday-thursday nights i cant go out...then during the following days the only communication i have with people is on AIM. by the time friday rolls around, im going nuts.
but i totally feel you on the being ditched thing. that specific reason was what finally made me walk away from someone who was a big part of my life last year. its a pet peeve of mine, and is, in a lot of ways, a dealbreaker. if i have to break plans with someone, i always try and give a heads up.
but i totally feel you on the being ditched thing. that specific reason was what finally made me walk away from someone who was a big part of my life last year. its a pet peeve of mine, and is, in a lot of ways, a dealbreaker. if i have to break plans with someone, i always try and give a heads up.
ceraphim2:
i'll drink to you tonight, i'll say everyone! a moment of silence during this next round for incorect... who is unable to be with us tonight drinking. and in the midst of a crowd of confused visages there will be a burning in the back of my throat, and that will be you. Tonight you become part of my stumble.
March through the woods, then go to school.
i have taken a lover- i plucked him from a sprig of poison oak and watched him carefully. i've kept less dangerous lovers in the past, love i could easily contain, manipulate, grow within specific boundaries... lovers less apt to cause skin irritation (willow, spineless cacti, fur-laden lavender hybrids) or painful allergic reactions... very safe and mostly...
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i have taken a lover- i plucked him from a sprig of poison oak and watched him carefully. i've kept less dangerous lovers in the past, love i could easily contain, manipulate, grow within specific boundaries... lovers less apt to cause skin irritation (willow, spineless cacti, fur-laden lavender hybrids) or painful allergic reactions... very safe and mostly...
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ceraphim2:
mmmm manipulation, goes well with thyme
tadzi:
a little depravity goes a long way
Like I said... I'm trapped in Curious Yellow like a bug in amber, time is slowed to sluggishness...I ought to get out of this poison garden but every move knots me further in.
Didn't go to the city today. Shit weather and not enough money. I think about my darlings often. I'm afraid I've missed your important epiphanies, beautiful or wrenching. I mean to return...
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Didn't go to the city today. Shit weather and not enough money. I think about my darlings often. I'm afraid I've missed your important epiphanies, beautiful or wrenching. I mean to return...
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incorect:
you've been doing studio assignments for 3 hours?!! are you shitting me?
yeah..nice doodles artfag
yeah..nice doodles artfag