incorect

Call me Fancy.

AwaY!!!!!
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jen is glowing

this room with a computer is called "le business room"... i am up to some exceedingly questionable le business...

home is impossible- i've the house to myself all day and all night..just the dog, the cat and i. quiet, lonely i find myself re-examining the value of everything from objects to interests & i find i don't even have the same interests that i had...
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I guess this is me getting caught up in things. Better to get caught up than fall through I guess. my head is all over the place..these fucking racing thoughts are a sea creature with too many arms & heads that i can no longer control by any means. this has been an odd summer.

really, the world is your rain forest- my ex-girlfriend is...
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Oh my fucking face. SILLY THINGS i just typed up this entry..where the fuck did it go? Bastard internet peepfuck. it was an ok entry too. no boo-hoo, no hoods no hats no this no that. later i will re-post all about what an idiot i am.

i leave for canada in less that a week!!

this is getting weird

since i deleted all of my other journals..i just really need to do this
Sweetness, I'm sorry I couldn't think of anything to say when I saw you. Baby I love you. You are without a doubt the most beautiful person I've ever met. I love having you in my life. I think about you non stop. Jayson, you were always my favorite. You know,...
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sometimes writing only makes me feel redundant... surely i've felt this before, surely it's been written before, surely i'm only encouraging my own self-indulgent cliche. i must not & can not drag myself back into this abyss, i will not blame you again. there are remedies for this torture, i've met them before, i need only shake the dust a little... except i cannot find...
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When I go to update, it says "You are: incorect" still funny to me. So yesterday was Pride..oh so much fun. I was supposed to meet a bunch of people there but it didn't work out...didn't get to see Lacy but Jayson was there so that's a plus. I had a great time despite the sticky weather and Beth...Big mistake inviting her to go- what...
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Oh hey, it's the internet. Long time no see. Boy do I have some stories to tell. Being back on the keyboard makes me wonder...if my hands got tanner. Ew. It's like weird gloves.

I started smoking again...ten days is admirable, right? Aw fuck it. This is a most inconvinient time for me to quit anyhow...too much stress, too many diet pills. So scatterbrained lately. So much needs to get done before i can leave this place. Oh! The art show is so soon. I have to get/make/put together 30+ invitations, hours d'oeuvres for two nights, a formal black...
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