I've blogged about being depressed, I've blogged about a few of the times I nearly died, and I've blogged about the loss of a dear friend (love you, Hobbes). It seems only right that I finally post about something, or someone, who brings nothing but happiness and joy to my life. Almost a year ago exactly, I met @olgakulaga. I subscribed to her OF, and because I'm a shy person by nature, our communication for the first 2-3 months was limited to simple "Hello. How are you"s, and "Have a good day"s. Then I decided to join SG, specifically to lend my support to her work here. Again, it was a couple more months of quietly liking posts and photosets. Then one night I noticed she was live-streaming, and I said to myself, "Fuck it," and joined my first SG stream. From then on, there was no turning back for me. The more I read of her blogs, and the more time I spent with her in live streams, the more I grew to like her. What started as simple attraction, grew to a schoolboy crush, and eventually, I fell hard. The more I learned about her as a person, the harder I fell. She's the first person I think about when I wake up, the last person I think about before I go to sleep, and she takes up a lot of real-estate in between 😁. Every time I see her, my heart skips a beat, and when she smiles, it skips 3 or 4 more. My favorite sound on Earth is the way she says "Mike" when she first sees me join her chat, and I get butterflies in my stomach every time I see that little paper airplane that means a new message from her. I'd rather spend 5 minutes talking to her about the most mundane things, like weather, than an eternity talking to anyone else about anything. I'm a better man and person for having met her, and while I don't know what the future may bring, a long time ago I promised a pretty girl a cup of coffee and a conversation. It's a promise I fully intend to keep.
Hopefully this didn't embarrass you too much, Olga ❤️
