I have been going on an SG binge. I've been feeling really lonely and powerless over the past few days. So, instead of moping around. I am going out of my way to talk to new and interesing people. It's been really cool. I'm not used to beautiful women paying any attention to me. (I don't know why, but I usually scare them away.) Over the past few days I have been taking with a couple beautiful women. It's made me feel really good whenever I get a messege or comment from them. I think I'm going to keep trying to write to new people on a regular basis.
I am also starting to "practice" my coaching on myself... Everything I think of something I'd like to do I start breaking it down into do-able steps. I'm actually going to take some time to make a list of 10 things I want to do or accomplish in the next 90 days. I think that will help me focus. Of course, It's still all up for debate since I don't know if I'll be moving in that time, or if we'll have a different boat... But it will give me "concrete" goals to work on till things change, then I can make a new list and keep moving forward.
I'm also looking at what I want to get done over the next two days, (Wednesday and Thursday are my "weekend"). I want to get laundry done, grocery shopping... I also want to get more of our ceiling put up! (We're installing a pine ceiling on the boat.) And I'd like to get the engine on the boat running. If we get it running, I would like to see if the other marina's
"pump out facilities" are open.
...This boat is just so full of stuff that is always feels messy. There isn't enough room for all our clothes, for our books, for projects that we're doing... I have a count down till we find out about the "big boat"... 8 days! (I keep calling it the "big boat" because I'm afraid of getting attached again... we have a name for her, if we get her... Boudicca)
I want the big boat, and to bring it down to Philly, have internet, get my Life Coaching practice going, (in my office!! hehehe), get my 4mp camera working and get the 6.3 slr that the photographer and I were talking about, I want to hae me and hubby make enough $ to go south in the fall and to get a lot of work done on the boat, I want to sell this boat so we are flush with the big one and have some money saved up for doing her rig when we get south. ... I want to have some beautiful historical clothes, and to have started on my fantasy photography project... AHHHHH I want! I want! I want!!!
*sigh*
I feel better getting that all out. Some of it will be left to fate, some I have to work on... and it'll all get sorted out. But sometimes it feels nice to vent just to check and see where I am and what I need more of in my life. I need more living space and I need to allow myself to be more creative.
It is wisdom to know others; it is enlightenment to know one’s self. Lao Tzu
This is my goal. To know myself well enough that I can create my own reality to perfectly suit me.
I am also starting to "practice" my coaching on myself... Everything I think of something I'd like to do I start breaking it down into do-able steps. I'm actually going to take some time to make a list of 10 things I want to do or accomplish in the next 90 days. I think that will help me focus. Of course, It's still all up for debate since I don't know if I'll be moving in that time, or if we'll have a different boat... But it will give me "concrete" goals to work on till things change, then I can make a new list and keep moving forward.
I'm also looking at what I want to get done over the next two days, (Wednesday and Thursday are my "weekend"). I want to get laundry done, grocery shopping... I also want to get more of our ceiling put up! (We're installing a pine ceiling on the boat.) And I'd like to get the engine on the boat running. If we get it running, I would like to see if the other marina's
"pump out facilities" are open.
...This boat is just so full of stuff that is always feels messy. There isn't enough room for all our clothes, for our books, for projects that we're doing... I have a count down till we find out about the "big boat"... 8 days! (I keep calling it the "big boat" because I'm afraid of getting attached again... we have a name for her, if we get her... Boudicca)
I want the big boat, and to bring it down to Philly, have internet, get my Life Coaching practice going, (in my office!! hehehe), get my 4mp camera working and get the 6.3 slr that the photographer and I were talking about, I want to hae me and hubby make enough $ to go south in the fall and to get a lot of work done on the boat, I want to sell this boat so we are flush with the big one and have some money saved up for doing her rig when we get south. ... I want to have some beautiful historical clothes, and to have started on my fantasy photography project... AHHHHH I want! I want! I want!!!
*sigh*
I feel better getting that all out. Some of it will be left to fate, some I have to work on... and it'll all get sorted out. But sometimes it feels nice to vent just to check and see where I am and what I need more of in my life. I need more living space and I need to allow myself to be more creative.
It is wisdom to know others; it is enlightenment to know one’s self. Lao Tzu
This is my goal. To know myself well enough that I can create my own reality to perfectly suit me.
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bluelight3:
that is because all you boaters are well known dopefiends and smugglers *smiling*
xlascaux:
I finally slept well last night, so it was very short lived insomnia thank god. i know, i might be growing up *shudder*. Of course, whenever I start to think that . . .