I've offically hit the half way mark to getting out of here. I'm pretty excited, totally ready to be back in my own bed and driving my truck. I'm not going to say that this has been a miserable experience, but it definitely wasn't the wonderful time I hoped it would be. I know I have to keep my chin up, but its one of those weeks where I've done a lot of soul searching and asked myself the tough questions. "Do you like where you are in your life", "Do you like where you are going?", "What are you going to change to improve it?".. etc.
I broke up with the boyfriend a few weeks ago... that was a nightmare. But I was able to reconcile with a man I knew a few years ago.. we'll see how that goes. He's very interested in trying to make something work since this is the first time in 5yrs that we've been on the same page.. fingers crossed.
Other than that.. just going through the motions at work. I think its time for another career change. I know there is something seriously wrong when I'd rather go back to sleep than go to work... and I actually have a pretty kick ass job.. I'm just burnt out on it.
I broke up with the boyfriend a few weeks ago... that was a nightmare. But I was able to reconcile with a man I knew a few years ago.. we'll see how that goes. He's very interested in trying to make something work since this is the first time in 5yrs that we've been on the same page.. fingers crossed.
Other than that.. just going through the motions at work. I think its time for another career change. I know there is something seriously wrong when I'd rather go back to sleep than go to work... and I actually have a pretty kick ass job.. I'm just burnt out on it.
cunninglinquist:
where ever you are, as being past military and having some crappy assignments, I can relate
that1guy1204:
hope everything works out and you make it back safe, and i dont know what your job is in the military but i think everybody gets tired of the bullshit that goes along with the job part that they love