Note: yesterday still applies.
-Sometimes one is most naked when wearing a mask.
-What's wrong with her? "She's acting so funny lately. That woman needs a fucking therapist! Her make-up is runny and clumpy and her hair looks like it was cut with a hedge-trimmer! She gets on my nerves soooo much! I mean how old is she anyway!" "Can't you see, she just needs...
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-Sometimes one is most naked when wearing a mask.
-What's wrong with her? "She's acting so funny lately. That woman needs a fucking therapist! Her make-up is runny and clumpy and her hair looks like it was cut with a hedge-trimmer! She gets on my nerves soooo much! I mean how old is she anyway!" "Can't you see, she just needs...
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Why did I wake up at 6:15 this morning? And the same yesterday and the day before... Everytime I am clear headed and ready to go... I'm liking it. but I'm not sleeping much and at some point it will catch up with me.
Well, I have to work today (sat.) I am oddly okay with that. It's 4 hours, ... I had something to...
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Well, I have to work today (sat.) I am oddly okay with that. It's 4 hours, ... I had something to...
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Wow.. reading over my writing I realize I left too much out and it wwas choppy, The thing is word choice. I was after a tight word choice but I wanted to leave soem things out of what I wrote orginially so it ended up all choppy. except for the last line that wasn't part of what I wrote.... go fig.
Thinking out loud:
There's...
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Thinking out loud:
There's...
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I've not written anything I feel intimately while in the moments of writing in at least a year. This is a first attempt to do so again. It starts off slow... hmm it seems to end slow to. The whole thing is slow. But it felt like a meditation while writing it.
In a moment of sharp impulse I shaved my beard yesterday. The introduction...
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In a moment of sharp impulse I shaved my beard yesterday. The introduction...
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prendick:
I love your words...it's like taking a verbal shower! 
The morning came and I woke with heaviness in my limbs and an odd whole exhhuberance for this world. And all day I have been sensing the lines of color and texture in things with intensity and organic rigor..
You trippin' dude?!
beard....one day I'm going to get real impulsive and just walk right into that Claire's boutique and get me another earring 
The morning came and I woke with heaviness in my limbs and an odd whole exhhuberance for this world. And all day I have been sensing the lines of color and texture in things with intensity and organic rigor..
You trippin' dude?!
beard....one day I'm going to get real impulsive and just walk right into that Claire's boutique and get me another earring
blueberry ice cream - 
I really didn't want to update. I loved that journal entry. It had a nice organic mixture of my serious, dramatic, pragmatic and absurd. It's a shame people don't understand it when you mix it all together.
So I have 2 things for this entry: A statementand a question (with an explanation).
Statement - on emotions. I'm an emotion whore, but I don't wallow in...
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So I have 2 things for this entry: A statementand a question (with an explanation).
Statement - on emotions. I'm an emotion whore, but I don't wallow in...
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itburns:
Because I was 21 and druged up at a party he attended in Cleveland, OH. It felt like I actually died.
Okay, so I'm feeling better overall. Capable, potent and primed for something.... I'll wworry about htat in a few hours.
Work is strange, but I have a plan for making it worth my while. That stress is solved. Maybe I should be a consultant of some sort... how do you do that?
I also have 30 personal hours and 100 vacation hours... how to spend...
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Work is strange, but I have a plan for making it worth my while. That stress is solved. Maybe I should be a consultant of some sort... how do you do that?
I also have 30 personal hours and 100 vacation hours... how to spend...
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venice:
That's pretty much exactly what I've been thinking about the whole situation. I'm just not ready yet to stick with one thing, because there are so many other things out there. I think it run-ons and fragments, so they don't bother me, by the way.
kickinglovers:
thank you - for the making sense thing..that one thing i wrote wasnt oneof then easiest to read. it jus kinda fell out.
feeling really hurts me right now because confuses me so much..im unsure how to go about things..
*sighing heavily
feeling really hurts me right now because confuses me so much..im unsure how to go about things..
*sighing heavily
"shit. motherfucker.! fuck you, you cunt (or prick). bloooooowwwww job. suck my dick...."
I miss Coed Prison Sluts..
I miss Coed Prison Sluts..
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prendick:
So, dude...why the switch-o change-o.
And what's up with the four days of healing...I through a bachelor party that got a little out of hand, but that is redickyouless!!!
Remind me to tell you the story of Mick Napier tap dancing to the song CONVOY!!!
And what's up with the four days of healing...I through a bachelor party that got a little out of hand, but that is redickyouless!!!
Remind me to tell you the story of Mick Napier tap dancing to the song CONVOY!!!
Quitting smoking will drive me insane. My body is all tweaked out jaws clenched, skin crawling and brain is contantly thinking of cigarettes in the most passive aggressive childish ways... It doesn't care about reason, of feeling it just wants a fucking cigarette, would that be so bad? would it? It's so easy to forget how horrible it makes you feel to smoke, when not...
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I have a great to deal to say about this weekend... but I may not, since I have to go to the store and who knows what I'll feel like then?
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one whole day later
I have not felt like speaking or sharing myself. Or maybew just not like typing
But I can say the weekedn was stimulating. We felt the simple freedom of...
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one whole day later
I have not felt like speaking or sharing myself. Or maybew just not like typing
But I can say the weekedn was stimulating. We felt the simple freedom of...
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gogo:
you're very sweet.. i find that cover very dreamy
i like your profile, and the way you write too
i like your profile, and the way you write too
eli:
i understand!