Okay, so I'm feeling better overall. Capable, potent and primed for something.... I'll wworry about htat in a few hours.
Work is strange, but I have a plan for making it worth my while. That stress is solved. Maybe I should be a consultant of some sort... how do you do that?
I also have 30 personal hours and 100 vacation hours... how to spend...
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Work is strange, but I have a plan for making it worth my while. That stress is solved. Maybe I should be a consultant of some sort... how do you do that?
I also have 30 personal hours and 100 vacation hours... how to spend...
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"shit. motherfucker.! fuck you, you cunt (or prick). bloooooowwwww job. suck my dick...."
I miss Coed Prison Sluts..
I miss Coed Prison Sluts..
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prendick:
So, dude...why the switch-o change-o.
And what's up with the four days of healing...I through a bachelor party that got a little out of hand, but that is redickyouless!!!
Remind me to tell you the story of Mick Napier tap dancing to the song CONVOY!!!
And what's up with the four days of healing...I through a bachelor party that got a little out of hand, but that is redickyouless!!!
Remind me to tell you the story of Mick Napier tap dancing to the song CONVOY!!!
Quitting smoking will drive me insane. My body is all tweaked out jaws clenched, skin crawling and brain is contantly thinking of cigarettes in the most passive aggressive childish ways... It doesn't care about reason, of feeling it just wants a fucking cigarette, would that be so bad? would it? It's so easy to forget how horrible it makes you feel to smoke, when not...
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I have a great to deal to say about this weekend... but I may not, since I have to go to the store and who knows what I'll feel like then?
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one whole day later
I have not felt like speaking or sharing myself. Or maybew just not like typing
But I can say the weekedn was stimulating. We felt the simple freedom of...
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one whole day later
I have not felt like speaking or sharing myself. Or maybew just not like typing
But I can say the weekedn was stimulating. We felt the simple freedom of...
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gogo:
you're very sweet.. i find that cover very dreamy
i like your profile, and the way you write too
i like your profile, and the way you write too
eli:
i understand!
I think my inner child needs a spanking.
marieceleste:
:Volunteers!: 
What a strange week.
Thursday - kids with coke high smiles mixed tentatively with us inverts to see the rope tricks performed with such ease. But in the end they're attention spans can't focus on the precision. They're energy and experience not understanding the sublties of restraint pleasures Rather than making me sad like they usually do. I was amused by their energy and fun....
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Thursday - kids with coke high smiles mixed tentatively with us inverts to see the rope tricks performed with such ease. But in the end they're attention spans can't focus on the precision. They're energy and experience not understanding the sublties of restraint pleasures Rather than making me sad like they usually do. I was amused by their energy and fun....
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In this here silence
I feel the intimacy
of delicate tides
I used to like that. I don't anymore. Strange.
I could say so much, but I am exhausted. I went through a Vinyasa yoga DVD tonigt. If I was going to start being healthy, what possessed me to begin with Vinyasa? It is infinitely more dificult than it was just 2 years ago. At...
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I feel the intimacy
of delicate tides
I used to like that. I don't anymore. Strange.
I could say so much, but I am exhausted. I went through a Vinyasa yoga DVD tonigt. If I was going to start being healthy, what possessed me to begin with Vinyasa? It is infinitely more dificult than it was just 2 years ago. At...
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I should be in bed. I should be prepared for a meeting with someone that can greatly effect my income and my sense of financial security for at least the next 6 months.
But, I'm ready. I know where I've been and what I can get out of her.
Opportunity feels good.
But, I'm ready. I know where I've been and what I can get out of her.
Opportunity feels good.
veritas24:
Financial opportunity? I wished I had one of those this year. My bills are stacking up..... the life of the student, what else?!
Going back to our little game, which I must say that I am supremely enjoying: Nietzsche vs Plato.
On marriage was just an example and you can find the passage that I indicated in 'Thus spoke Zarathustra', third part, 'On old and new tablets' (24) and also in the first part 'On child and marriage'. As for Plato you can look up his idea of procreation in 'The laws', Book 8. The idea is that immortality exists because of the possibility of continuing ones existence in ones children. Therefore the act of procreation is an act of great love for oneself. One creates oneself but into the future and more enriching for the human race.
As for references that Nietzsche makes about Plato's theories they are often in opposition of course. He uses Platonic arguments in reverse so that he can deconstruct them and thus build his own foundations upon the ruins. Symbolisms, such as the cave, are extremely interesting and are often intertwined platonism and christian dogma. Thus the sun can stand for 'being conscience of truth', as well as, a stellar body without any powers but revered as a deity (to point out the naivite of human beings). Anyhow, for Nietzsche and symbolism I recommend any book by Laurence Lampert and for Plato I recommend a translation by Pangle. Enjoy.
Finally, let me solve the ambiguity of mixing Plato with Nietzsche and its product. It's about balance and harmony. It is asking dyonisus to dance for some moments hand in hand with apollo and then witnessing moments where dyonisus is the leader and others where apollo marks the tempo of the dance. This is me. I like being extreme (both dyonisian and apollonian) but balanced. Plus plato would never allow me to misinterpret Nietzsche like so many others do. To think that one can be 'Nietzschean' or that a nihilistic attitude is what makes you love this great philosopher is absolute absurdity. Nietzsche's philosophy is one where life gets affirmed, it is about yes! saying and having the courage to say: was this life? well then once more! Plato gives you this strenght, this self love and courage as well.
As for now,
Shiva
Going back to our little game, which I must say that I am supremely enjoying: Nietzsche vs Plato.
On marriage was just an example and you can find the passage that I indicated in 'Thus spoke Zarathustra', third part, 'On old and new tablets' (24) and also in the first part 'On child and marriage'. As for Plato you can look up his idea of procreation in 'The laws', Book 8. The idea is that immortality exists because of the possibility of continuing ones existence in ones children. Therefore the act of procreation is an act of great love for oneself. One creates oneself but into the future and more enriching for the human race.
As for references that Nietzsche makes about Plato's theories they are often in opposition of course. He uses Platonic arguments in reverse so that he can deconstruct them and thus build his own foundations upon the ruins. Symbolisms, such as the cave, are extremely interesting and are often intertwined platonism and christian dogma. Thus the sun can stand for 'being conscience of truth', as well as, a stellar body without any powers but revered as a deity (to point out the naivite of human beings). Anyhow, for Nietzsche and symbolism I recommend any book by Laurence Lampert and for Plato I recommend a translation by Pangle. Enjoy.
Finally, let me solve the ambiguity of mixing Plato with Nietzsche and its product. It's about balance and harmony. It is asking dyonisus to dance for some moments hand in hand with apollo and then witnessing moments where dyonisus is the leader and others where apollo marks the tempo of the dance. This is me. I like being extreme (both dyonisian and apollonian) but balanced. Plus plato would never allow me to misinterpret Nietzsche like so many others do. To think that one can be 'Nietzschean' or that a nihilistic attitude is what makes you love this great philosopher is absolute absurdity. Nietzsche's philosophy is one where life gets affirmed, it is about yes! saying and having the courage to say: was this life? well then once more! Plato gives you this strenght, this self love and courage as well.
As for now,
Shiva
Cassavettes' Opening Night
The description of this film talks about the protecive beliefs and deceits we tell ourselves to make ourselves comfortable with our lives. It talks of shells of realities and the resulting "spiritual" growth that happens when those shells fall apart.
Actually, watching the movie, these themes are somewhat buried. You're not sure what counts as a shell and what doesn't. Which shell...
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The description of this film talks about the protecive beliefs and deceits we tell ourselves to make ourselves comfortable with our lives. It talks of shells of realities and the resulting "spiritual" growth that happens when those shells fall apart.
Actually, watching the movie, these themes are somewhat buried. You're not sure what counts as a shell and what doesn't. Which shell...
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heatherann007:
The film sounds wonderful. I'll have to put that one on my 'must see' list.
Usually I'm well-behaved when I go out. This just happened to not be one of those times.
Usually I'm well-behaved when I go out. This just happened to not be one of those times.
lillithvain:
Just sending out random thoughts...and some kisses..
Just sending out random thoughts...and some kisses..
It's 7pm I'm starving and it's raining in January in Chicago. Did the Tsunami change the weather around the world? I think may have. Must go play tonight... bi-bi!
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later
Okay, so I won't go play tonight. A supposed cock-block, but he just doesn't understand I wasn't going to go there in the first place -- and she isn't going to go for him...
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Okay, so I won't go play tonight. A supposed cock-block, but he just doesn't understand I wasn't going to go there in the first place -- and she isn't going to go for him...
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I make predictions for people sometimes. Really they are intuitions about things people are inclined to experience. Some of them seem too specific and too far off in time for it to just be a general intuition. They puzzle me a little.
So far, of the predictions I made for others this year, 3 are true, 1 is 1/2 true, 1 is pending and unknown...
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So far, of the predictions I made for others this year, 3 are true, 1 is 1/2 true, 1 is pending and unknown...
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belllla:
I want a super power too!!
Your response to my journal entry the other day KILLED me. Wanna be friends??
Your response to my journal entry the other day KILLED me. Wanna be friends??
Life is calling. As always, I answer. Someday, I think I may just not pick up or at least get my number changed.
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My karma with Insurance companies and medical places is amazing. How many times do they delay and then strike for my pocket book? How many times have I chased them back into their own corner, spun them around to chase...
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My karma with Insurance companies and medical places is amazing. How many times do they delay and then strike for my pocket book? How many times have I chased them back into their own corner, spun them around to chase...
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feeling really hurts me right now because confuses me so much..im unsure how to go about things..
*sighing heavily