So I'm feeling better now. Alot better. And I hope my parents will too in a while. Right now I'm drinking and taking benzo though. I couldn't handle the anxiety over the last year. I'm just so disappointed with the psychiatry here in Sweden. But it's not like everyone doesn't already know it sucks. There have been accounts of mentally ill killing random people in the streets with an axe or running people over with cars just to get the authororties attention and get instiutionalized. I don't think our social climate makes things better either. People are shy, cold, distant, posh and very superficially focused as a part of our culture. I can imagine it's a bit like in New York from what I've heard only that people are very much more stiff and less up front about everything. People don't have thick skin or are rough. They just judge and don't tell you about it.
