FUCK ME UP. Please someone, destroy my world, blow it to smithereens. I'll live in the ashes. And want to do it again. I already live in the ashes. And these ashes I hate. So give me new ones?
Read a 10 fallacies about introverts post here on SG and I must say I can relate to alot of stuff. I have a sensitive brain and get overstimulated and have social phobia and alot of fucking crap. The thing is though, I LOVE mayhem. I probably wouldn't see much reason to live without it. As an example, that's why as a sociophobe I love the spotlight. I couldn't find a better rush. Doesn't feel like it'd cut it right now though. Aside from the fact it's 04:45 AM in Sweden. I wish I could go bungy jumping or something. In my deepest darkest low, I wanted to put russian roulette to my bucket list. That may be a bit stupid though. I mean, aside from the fact it's a one in six you won't live to feel the rush, the stakes are really fucking high for no good reason. But the euphoria from it would doubtlessly be immense. The next problem is you can't be addicted to russian roulette and expect to live for very long.
In another life I must have been a battle mad soldier or an outlaw and a highwayman. I wanna live in fallout.
Read a 10 fallacies about introverts post here on SG and I must say I can relate to alot of stuff. I have a sensitive brain and get overstimulated and have social phobia and alot of fucking crap. The thing is though, I LOVE mayhem. I probably wouldn't see much reason to live without it. As an example, that's why as a sociophobe I love the spotlight. I couldn't find a better rush. Doesn't feel like it'd cut it right now though. Aside from the fact it's 04:45 AM in Sweden. I wish I could go bungy jumping or something. In my deepest darkest low, I wanted to put russian roulette to my bucket list. That may be a bit stupid though. I mean, aside from the fact it's a one in six you won't live to feel the rush, the stakes are really fucking high for no good reason. But the euphoria from it would doubtlessly be immense. The next problem is you can't be addicted to russian roulette and expect to live for very long.
In another life I must have been a battle mad soldier or an outlaw and a highwayman. I wanna live in fallout.