howdypardner

I'm hungry and I need coffee.

I really shouldn't need coffee after the phone call I just got, but that's a diffrent story.

I hate that the baby has me programed to wake up at 7. I wanted one extra hour! One more measly hour! Is that too much to ask, apparently it is.

I have lots of shit to do today before leaving for the east coast.

Randomly my half nefew called my brother's place yesterday. That kid sounded all grown up. Apparently he's turning 21 this weekend. CRAZY. I tend not to think about my half siblings so much, as they're mainly manipulative and have used my father, more than once. Anyhow I nefew was asking if any of my brothers or I were headed back east this Sept. I'm kinda shocked he wants to go. I'm fairly certain he wasn't close with my mother, but who am I to say he hasn't felt the grief we all have. I'm just skpetical because his father is the worst. His father is the one that has screwed over my father more than the the two combined. I mean the other two didn't even talk to my dad for at least a decade, maybe more! It's just fucked up all around.

I love the internet. Where I can post random shit like that ^^^ and maybe someone will read it.

Too much talking, not enough coffee and food.