So, I was better in the morning--thanks for all the well-wishings. The goodness lasted until I had to park downtown. Then it returned when I did some retail therapy.
I'm sort of indifferent now. It's better than going to sleep cranky, I guess.
I was buying clothes and for some strange reason, it makes me happy to be a medium in shirt sizes. It's like... an accomplishment. I think for the longest time, I didn't want to be 'medium' because that was too small, you weren't manly enough if you were a 'medium.' But then all my larges were too big for me, so I slowly worked my way into the mindset that I am actually a medium. I even measured myself. My jacket size is even a medium--40R.
For some reason, it really makes me happy to be average, regular, normal, medium. However much I crave the eccentric and grand, it's reassuring that I'm not too far out there. I do like to ride a little on the positive side of average though.
I'm sort of indifferent now. It's better than going to sleep cranky, I guess.
I was buying clothes and for some strange reason, it makes me happy to be a medium in shirt sizes. It's like... an accomplishment. I think for the longest time, I didn't want to be 'medium' because that was too small, you weren't manly enough if you were a 'medium.' But then all my larges were too big for me, so I slowly worked my way into the mindset that I am actually a medium. I even measured myself. My jacket size is even a medium--40R.
For some reason, it really makes me happy to be average, regular, normal, medium. However much I crave the eccentric and grand, it's reassuring that I'm not too far out there. I do like to ride a little on the positive side of average though.
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I may need to go and check out Philly now! ^
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