-wow...long time between updates.
-anyway, the semester's over and i have the summer off. it's about time.
-i passed my kidney stone the other day. lots of blood and pain. lots of wailing and gnashing of teeth. fun stuff.
-still in the middle of the move. i'll be done moving some day, i promise.
-reading: "the most beautiful woman in town" by bukowski
-listening to:...
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-anyway, the semester's over and i have the summer off. it's about time.
-i passed my kidney stone the other day. lots of blood and pain. lots of wailing and gnashing of teeth. fun stuff.
-still in the middle of the move. i'll be done moving some day, i promise.
-reading: "the most beautiful woman in town" by bukowski
-listening to:...
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-go say hi to my boy blasphemour, he's new here. he's also really cool, if you don't mind the whining, bitchy, emo-type guys. 
-also, go say hi to Demonika...just 'cause she's way hot.
-in other news: been studying like a retard for finals and still trying to finish moving all my shit to the new apartment. thanks to everyone who still leaves me...
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-also, go say hi to Demonika...just 'cause she's way hot.
-in other news: been studying like a retard for finals and still trying to finish moving all my shit to the new apartment. thanks to everyone who still leaves me...
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minsc_and_boo:
so hows my favorite Yankees fan?
blasphemour:
ha what the fuck? still no ones said hi to me. my birthday is the 29th dood. buy me porn
-i really fucking hate putting time and effort into something just to end up feeling like it was all for nothing.
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blasphemour:
welp. i moved to NC...broken some hearts...did a record label in CT for a litle while, like everyone else...sold out...the usual. you?
blasphemour:
god damn thats awful. when i said sold out i meant im a lush and a junkie...but good charlotte. oh my.
-saturday
fucked up shit. my band played last night and the owner of the club left early so he didn't have to pay up. like he's not gonna get his ass whooped. i didn't get home until 3am and i had school at 8am this morning. ugh. anyway, we're playing another show tonight. i think i'm gonna get hammered. nothing like waking up to play...
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fucked up shit. my band played last night and the owner of the club left early so he didn't have to pay up. like he's not gonna get his ass whooped. i didn't get home until 3am and i had school at 8am this morning. ugh. anyway, we're playing another show tonight. i think i'm gonna get hammered. nothing like waking up to play...
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demonika:
Whoa you've never heard the pixies? Is that even possible? They were so popular in the 90s, especially the early 90s. They are sooooooo fricken good, you should check them out some time.
m0use:
Monday, monday monday, i will be back in the home state, but all the way up in Hartford, not in our neck of the woods.
-thursday...i'm going to get a new bed for the new apartment today. it'll be nice to not sleep on the couch anymore.
-i'd like to thank the SG staff for finally relenting to my constant pestering. you see, i've been applying for a howard stern group for about a year now and they finally gave it to me today. it just goes to show you,...
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-i'd like to thank the SG staff for finally relenting to my constant pestering. you see, i've been applying for a howard stern group for about a year now and they finally gave it to me today. it just goes to show you,...
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demonika:
Good luck on your surgery, I hope everything goes ok for you...I always get freaked out at anything like that. If I was there Id bring you a nice jar of pickles for a get well present. hahha. Have you ever had pickled carrots? every fall I make them and I swear to gawd they are like crack...SOOO addictive!!
Tell me all about this bolt thrower band, I keep hearing so much about them, but havent heard any songs myself...
xox
Demonika
Tell me all about this bolt thrower band, I keep hearing so much about them, but havent heard any songs myself...
xox
Demonika
rxqueen:
Mushball! I'm back.
Thanks for the phone call. I listened to the vmail. I couldn't talk to anyone yesterday. I was all sorts of fucked up. But thanks. It ment alot that someone actually cared.
Infact, i appreciate it so much that my broke ass is going to offer to buy you dinner.
Thanks for the phone call. I listened to the vmail. I couldn't talk to anyone yesterday. I was all sorts of fucked up. But thanks. It ment alot that someone actually cared.
Infact, i appreciate it so much that my broke ass is going to offer to buy you dinner.
-sorry about the lack of replies to journal entries and the lack of updates to my journal. i've been pretty busy lately with all this kidney stone pain, moving, studying, doing papers, and playing gay shows with my gay cover band. but on a good note, i've convinced them that we should do shake your blood by probot.
listening to: motorhead - born to raise...
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karebeer:
i wanna see yer band!!
need a photographer?
good luck w/everything dear..
hope yer life gets less crazy - i kno how that feels.. im in the same boat... xox
need a photographer?
good luck w/everything dear..
hope yer life gets less crazy - i kno how that feels.. im in the same boat... xox
demonika:
ahhah well its not that bad then eh, not across the country or anything like that. That would be great if you moved onto my street!! ahha. 8 more days for me!
-thanks to everyone who wished me well with the kidney stone...it's still there and i'm still writhing in agony. there's much wailing and gnashing of teeth.
-also a big thanks to the SG's who replied to my advice question in the NEWS section. and also a big thanks to the non-SG's who gave advice as well. every now and again you guys remind me why...
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-also a big thanks to the SG's who replied to my advice question in the NEWS section. and also a big thanks to the non-SG's who gave advice as well. every now and again you guys remind me why...
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rxqueen:
hey babe. i saw the thing you posted to the sgs but i wasn't sure if you wanted my two cents. but i'll give it to you anyway. if yr not ready, don't get into a relationship. even if you DO like her, it can fuck things up in the long run. you need yr time. if shes gonna be impatient, then f that s. i do think shes being pretty lame saying "be my boyfriend or i wont talk to you anymore". how 5th grade. 
and yes i'm feeling a bit better. thank you, mushball.
and yes i'm feeling a bit better. thank you, mushball.
louisthunter:
Which Line 6 head do you have?
-it's 4:22 a.m.
this is the time i normally wake up for work, but i just got home from the hospital. i was lying in bed tonight, just watching some t.v., when the worst pain of my life hit me. i have never, ever experienced pain like this. beofre i go on let me explain something. this is coming from a man who has been...
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this is the time i normally wake up for work, but i just got home from the hospital. i was lying in bed tonight, just watching some t.v., when the worst pain of my life hit me. i have never, ever experienced pain like this. beofre i go on let me explain something. this is coming from a man who has been...
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x_doug_x:
hey thanks for that daffney pic, i wanted to post one of her showing a large tat on her back but i cant find it 
anyway, i was looking at your favorite bands and you have CKY, Tenacioius D and Suicidal listed, i love all three, but i dont have them on my profile, they do NOT give you enough room there. and you are a pro wrestler? like local indy stuff or...? do you have a tape or anything i could check out? well hope you passed the stones, rock on.
edited cuz i am the worlds worst speller.
[Edited on Mar 21, 2004 5:18PM]
anyway, i was looking at your favorite bands and you have CKY, Tenacioius D and Suicidal listed, i love all three, but i dont have them on my profile, they do NOT give you enough room there. and you are a pro wrestler? like local indy stuff or...? do you have a tape or anything i could check out? well hope you passed the stones, rock on.
edited cuz i am the worlds worst speller.
[Edited on Mar 21, 2004 5:18PM]
tura_satana:
Hey, this is in response to the Advice question.. it wouldn't let me post. I think this girl should respect your feelings on the issue and not force an ultimatum at you.
HOWEVER, it depends on how close you guys are getting.. or how much you are fooling around. Maybe she is starting to have feelings for you and wants to know that you are for real.. cuz she doesn't want to get her heart broken. She may be feeling like she's gonna just end up as a plaything. You guys are gonna have to talk this all out so you *both* know what each other are really thinking.
Good luck.
NG
HOWEVER, it depends on how close you guys are getting.. or how much you are fooling around. Maybe she is starting to have feelings for you and wants to know that you are for real.. cuz she doesn't want to get her heart broken. She may be feeling like she's gonna just end up as a plaything. You guys are gonna have to talk this all out so you *both* know what each other are really thinking.
Good luck.
NG
-girls really make me angry.
-reading: "Agenda for America: A Republican Direction for the Future"
by Haley Barbour
-listening to : "try a little tenderness" by otis redding
-reading: "Agenda for America: A Republican Direction for the Future"
by Haley Barbour
-listening to : "try a little tenderness" by otis redding
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liv3:
Meriden.
And girls.. make me hot.
And girls.. make me hot.
buddha:
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/SGCT/topics/28727/
Would be cool if you could make it to the next sgct gathering
Would be cool if you could make it to the next sgct gathering
-i'm slowly beginning to hate everyone.
have a nice day.
love,
larry
listening to: blood for blood - "bitch called hope"
have a nice day.
love,
larry
listening to: blood for blood - "bitch called hope"
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mora:
HA!
everything about this journal entry is amazing. it is my setement exactly
everything about this journal entry is amazing. it is my setement exactly
isetfires:
wonderful. i think my dad said that to us right b4 he left 4 good.
-manic depression's a frustrating mess.
robscarlett:
*agrees* Lot's of energy to start lot's of things...can't get anything done. Let me know if you need any help with anything bub.
Take care
Take care
alcohol.
it's been my best friend sometimes. it's always been there for me. comforting me. making all the bad things seem so unimportant. it helps me forget about the girl i was engaged to until recently. it's always made me happy.
last night my good friend alcohol turned on me. it stabbed me in the back. my friends won't talk to me. the beautiful girl...
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it's been my best friend sometimes. it's always been there for me. comforting me. making all the bad things seem so unimportant. it helps me forget about the girl i was engaged to until recently. it's always made me happy.
last night my good friend alcohol turned on me. it stabbed me in the back. my friends won't talk to me. the beautiful girl...
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robscarlett:
Well I hope you are okay overall....with any luck cops won't be at your door pointing out the blood stains you missed.
blasfemme:
i'm sorry to hear these things. i know the routine tho i had a situation similar, didn't wreck my car, just some friendships.
here's to hoping things look up for you. glad you're ok and give the friends some time, they'll come around.
here's to hoping things look up for you. glad you're ok and give the friends some time, they'll come around.
Have fun with your time off bub. Glad you're on the road to feeling better.