Saturday Jan 10, 2004

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I'm still sad Kids.

I'm still so blown away that my ex is living with her new boyfriend. I mean, I'm just sad. She still has given me no reasons for why she didn't want to be with me anymore, and the old reasons that she did give at the time we broke up she says were all her just being crazy. I honestly think she became afraid that we were becoming really REAL. We were getting to that place where it was either.. go ahead, or stop. I guess she wanted to stop. (funny thing is, she still tells me how good I am and was to her.) (That doesn't make me feel any better.)

anyway, although I'm sad. I do Love her very much, so I am Happy for her. I'm glad that for what ever reason she found someone that puts her in that place and makes her smile. Even if I just sit here and shake my head. At least I know she's happy.

Something good has to come of this.. and I mean seriously.

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thepromdate:
you shouldn't talk to her. i mean, really. you guys might be friends, you guys might get a long, but i think in the end it's best to not talk to her, to not know what's going on. maybe at a later time you guys can hang out again, talk, whatever. but until she doesn't make you sad, i'd just walk away from it right now.

and something good will come of it. it might not be right now, but when you find that someone and just know that they're the one, then it'll be the best thing ever.

and maybe she does know reasons why and just isn't able to be honest with herself and with you. it's really hard, to hurt someone you love or even to admit certain things to yourself. but don't worry, things will get better and the sadness will go away. smile
xxanastasiaxx:
some good will come, you'll see...
it just takes time, which of course is the hardest part..
That doesn't mean you will ever get passed or over your feelings
it just becomes easier, you learn to cope
and fill the void.
or you take up writing..

like me. smile

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